Perhaps part of loving is learning to let go.

2011-10-07T22:33:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday my Love whom I've known for 8 precious years.
Many things have happened and we've gone through many ups and downs together which I believe had made our friendship stronger and allowed us to know each other better. Even though there were some conflicts this year, I hope everything's cleared and that things will still be the same. :) Like I've always said, if there's anything, be it good or bad, don't be afraid to tell it to me. I'll always try to understand and see things from your view of point and we can talk everything through. Even though there was a period of time where I was closer to a group of friends I met online, I can honestly say the feeling I have when I'm with you is totally different when I'm with them. And over time, I realised its being with you that makes me feel more... Myself? If that's the word. Yes, being with them is tiring sometimes as they're such a big group and it's hard to balance friendships between many people. And it's so much better if you've just one and only one close friend whom you can tell everything to. Even though we're from different fandoms, we still can be as close and you can still spazz to me cuz after all we're kpop fans in general and I understand you. :) I remember from those times in P3 and P4 when we don't even talk to times in Sec 1 to Sec 4 when our friendship reached it's peak and grew stronger than ever. We've really gone through alot, remember the HuiXuan incident? YuXuan & Belinda incident? Jasmine incident? In these 3 situations, two of us are involved in friendship conflicts between these few people. But at the same time, in these 3 situations, we still ended up with each other. Remember even though we went to different classes, we still met every morning and recess and after school, unlike some others whose friendship drifted as they went different classes? To be honest I really looked forward meeting you to talk about random things during school breaks and after school. Going to your house was fun even though we didn't do much. I guess that's the definition of being with a true best friend, at least for me. Still remember when we wrote letters to each other and all and I remember writing my reply to you during lessons. Hahaha! Remember there was a period of time when we stayed back after school to watch NCC, Volleyball etc and talked and laughed till our stomachs ached? Those times were really memorable. Remember those times when we always rushed to the cinemas for our movies cuz we were always too busy shopping/walking around until we forgot about the time? Those times were crazy, but fun. Honestly we've done so many little things together that makes everything memorable. Those are little things, but they take up a huge part of my memory. You may have many other closer friends now, but do remember I'll always be here for you even if they happen to leave or not be there or anything. It's been 8 memorable years for me and I hope it is so for you too :') Enjoy your birthday to your fullest even though I won't be celebrating it with you on the actual day this year. Work hard for your Os and we can go spend time and enjoy ourselves with each other after that! I'm really looking forward to the end of Os, we've so many things to do together! Lastly, happy 16th birthday again and I love you! 사랑해요 자기야 ♥♥♥ ^__^
PS: REMEMBER THESE PHOTOS LOL

K I look really stupid but..... it's the memories. Hehehe okay, ending my post here! IT'S 11PMKST, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WE'RE LIVING IN KOREAN TIME YO

Learn to love my loving.

2010-03-24T21:03:00.001+08:00

Moved once again to somewhere lovely. (click) ♥

Nothing lasts forever.

2010-03-06T23:58:00.002+08:00

Oh hi I'm no longer in the sane class as you now and I've just become less important. Everything I do don't matter at all now and i'm only noticed when you need me. Thanks. :)

Thought you'll always be mine.

2010-02-21T08:01:00.005+08:00

Okay hi :D shall post since love kept asking me to update haha. So hmm okay chinese new year is like long over and stupid school's back zz. And yay I got myself 3 detentionz :) tests will start from tmrw and will continue for like the whole week :( saddening much. Wanted to study with J and E yesterday but ended up at kfc playing cards. And I felt really noob :D so after that we caught Percy Jackson and the lightning thief. I liked that movie! Was quite nice la haha. Movie ended at 11 so went home after that. Okay shall update again next time, byebye. :D

I miss everything about you.

2010-02-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Denise cousin!
Meet up soon kay, miss you loads! :D

For better or worse, i got you.

2010-01-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

Met brother at Serangoon around 10am then mrt-ed to vivo! Bought tickets for tooth fairy then went to walk around. Ate pasta mania, yay pizza! Then chionged to cinema. Omgosh the theatre was huge to the maximum. :D The show was damn funny haha!
Then went to esplanade after that. After that clarke quay, then suntec and raffles place. The sun was hot until cannot. And the wind damn strong. Zz, irritating! Shared icecream and two bottles of greentea. Damn thirsty! Then decided to go orchard!
Went to ion, 313 and orchard central. Omgosh the freaking escalator at OC was super long! Like really long. Haha cool. :D Went blow wind at rooftop. The view was nice!
Then went to eat dinner at foodjunction in 313. We practically shared everything, LOL. And i cannot stand the stupid teevee ontop of us, NOISY UNTIL CANNOT. Irritating can! Wahlau, then eat halfway then keep want laugh. HAHA funny.
Then stupid stuffs happened. Shall not elaborate. :D So after that went carpark wait daddy come fetch me. He waited awhile then after that i chase him away. HAHA, okay la not say chase. I not so bad. Haha okay so i'm home. :D

Cause the spaces inbetween my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.

2010-01-17T20:12:00.003+08:00

Hello people! Went to watch alvin & the chipmunks 2 w qitai brother today! Met him at mrt and went to buy tickets. :D After that went to walk around until 4.17pm, i think. LOL, was freezing inside the cinema. Haha, but got better after that. Thanks brother! ^^ Haha, the show was nice! Theodore damn cute can, so round!
Haha then went to eat takoballs! (; After that went to dhoubymrt arcade. Then decided to go walk around. And we ended up walking to bugis, LOL! Haha everytime cross road he will hold my hand cause he say i xmm later anyhow run let car bang. Funny can! So went to bugis then took mrt home. HAHA damn retarded. But was fun. ^^ Go out w him always can laugh until cannot one. So he pei me take until tpy then he go back. HAHA he's the best brother you can find. :D Haha alrights byebye! (;

Just cause i can't go on.

2010-01-16T22:43:00.007+08:00

Hai! Had parents forum today, was damn boring, almost fell asleep. After that went for breakfast/lunch at macs, then went to meet twin brotherrr! :D Went to vivo walkwalkwalkwalk. HAHA, went to see his dream phone. Wait longlong kay! Okay i not so bad haha. Then after that went to skypark rot awhile then go sentosa!
Went to palawan beach haha. LOL we did many retarded stuffs. Then it started raining for awhile and everyone chiong go shelter. Wth, we just stone there haha! They stupid lor, after awhile the rain jiu stop le! Damn dumb can! Then went to blow wind! That idiot keep shaking the stupid bridge left and right, make me so giddy. Idiot! Haha then after that walked around and went to find monkey.
LOL, wahlau monkey shy don't want come out! In the end jiu walkwalkwalk until dead end. HAHA, its like damn long. Legs damn suan haha. Damn thirsty also! Saw vending machines but cannot buy cause not enough coins wth! So walked back and went 7eleven to buy drinks, really cannot tahan LOL. Bought big gulp and shared. HE BITES STRAWS LIKE I DO HAHA. Twin brother indeed! Laughs, so many things in common.
Then after that went to sit down at some place. Finish le then went siloso beach that direction. LOL wth, then walked randomly. The sun was damn fat! He keep crapping and making me laugh HAHA. Walked to many unknown places LOL. Then got walk to this stupid pathway, then he say what if suddenly got ghost come out. WTH. Walked up and walked down. Like idiots HAHA. Damn funny. Then got tired and he carried me down. :D Thanks brotherrrr!
So after that went to walk somemore! Then went to see sunset at siloso beach. :D Eggyolk LOL. Then went back vivo and see him eat kfc! Shared milo and cheesefries. o_o CHEESE MAKES ME HYPER. Okay wth LOL. Walked around then mrted to serangoon. Yay haha thanks for today! Enjoyed myself alot. ^^ Okay byebye! :D

Just because i die when you're gone.

2010-01-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hai school isn't getting better. Today's cca open house was a moodspoiler. Seriously, but shan't talk about it. Since i'm not supposed to tarnish the school's reputation. Damn pekcek luhs, like wth. Okay so i still hate Mr.O. Jrf's getting abit better. Haha okay i seriously have nothing to blog about. Another time bah. Seeyouuuuuuu! Baibai people :D

Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more.

2010-01-07T18:47:00.003+08:00

Hai okay school's really great but the teachers suck alot. I'm really serious, they suck. Especially my chinese and chemistry teacher. Both very fucked up. Its just the fourth day of school and i already got demerits. I don't know whats wrong with Mr.O, he just keeps guailaning people. Something's really wrong with him. And art's really boring. No interest, serious. Wonder how i'm gonna cope. Haven't even get my art materials. Stupid stupid stupid. Went debbie's house do homework yesterday. Think my essay for jrf will not even reach her expectations. So gonna die. ):

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive.

2010-01-05T21:00:00.008+08:00

Hai people! Tmrw's the third day of school already. I don't really like my form teachers. Mr Suffian's still okay but the other one talks really soft, like talking to ants. Mrs lin is teaching us physics. Can prepare coffin for physics papers already. Just hope things won't be that bad. I wanna improve in science and geog! Oh wait, i must. Stress to the maximum. ): Damn it, the part i hate most is the morning attire check. Stupid sia, irritating. Urgh stupid school with stupid rules.
Lunched with B, J and J today. <: Haha, J was talking about that person all the time. Its getting boring! HAHA, change target la! Reached home and talked to jianlin for awhile on the phone, then went to sleep. Woke up around 7plus, then started doing english homework. I HAVEN'T DO ONE OF MY CHINESE ESSAYS. DAMN IT I'M SO DEAD. Jiangruifang seems scary. Oh no. ): And there's stupid ce tmrw. SO GONNA BE DAMN BORING. Hope i won't fall asleep during any lesson. So anyway, can see streaming didn't really bring much happiness to people's life, which totally suck. I hope this is just temporary. I certainly do. Must stay happy okay! Things will get better.

P.S/: I'm prepared to die for tmrw's five periods of maths.

Remedy.

2010-01-03T21:10:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL'S TMRW DAMN IT, I'M SO GONNA DIEEEE. ):
I don't want to stay in the damn hall for the whole day please! I haven't done all my homework too. Urgh damn it damn it damn it. Liowjianlin's lucky cause his school starts one week later. Stupid dumbass. Envys much. School sucks ttfm!

Cause time has made me stronger.

2010-01-01T14:21:00.005+08:00

Bugis > Marina Square > Kbox > Bishan > Clarke Quay > Mac @ Serangoon

Met up w Y at cityhall. We were on the same train haha. Then headed to bugis for lunch at Yoshinoya. Saw Y's two friends there. Then went bugis street to look for her necklace but cannot find. ): So got bored and decided to go Marina! And then we went kbox. Was cold like fuck. Abit waste money but had fun. :D
So after that we went to find Bird downstairs. Talked and walked around. Mrted together. Alighted at bishan and Bird went amk. Y and i stoned at the mrt station for 1hour plus to wait for D the pig. Talked and crapped and rotted. Got bored until we go take the train to the last stop and back. HAHA we were bored what!
Then finally D came! So mrted to Clarke Quay. I didn't know stay too long inside a station then will deduct card money. Tsk, two dollars flew. Debbie your fault! But its okay haha. Then went to Acm. Got our free cokes and sad at the grass area. Then we say take funny poses see who do more. Haha, Y did like 14, D did 4 and i only did 1. LOL pathetic much. So after that got bored and hungry so we decided to go Serangoon mac to eat. While walking back to the Clarke Quay mrt station we acted like three szbs, especially D. HAHA, seriously. She like damn high.
So ordered stuffs and ate. Was spam calling jianlin, thought system jam then cannot call, in the end is his phone die. Around 11plus then he answer. So after that went home at around 12plus. Reached home at 1am. Had fun w them haha. Thanks guys! ^^ Reached home and called jianlin talk awhile then go bathe then continued talking. Then he went to do his own stuff. I fell asleep before he wanted to call back. So whatever HAHA. Okay byebye! And happy new year people. :D

I'm gonna find a way to make it without you tonight.

2009-12-29T14:59:00.007+08:00

Heyyyyy! Yeah i'm back to blogging, although i'm still feeling really moody and down. Was in Cebu for the past 4 days. Bet many of you don't know where's that. Well doesn't matter actually. They have really pretty beaches. And the resort we stayed at was really nice. They have three huge swimming pools there, which was pretty cool. They had pool tables and stuffs there too. And the pretty beach was just a five minute walk from our room. Awesome much?
Breakfast and dinner by the poolside everyday. Me likey the food. The food was yummy! There wasn't much to do there though.
Main purpose was to relax and destress. Haha, yeah. But it didn't really work for me though. Okay maybe a little bit. The three hours on the plane was like hell for me, seriously. I don't know why either, but i wasn't feeling very well.
So yeah overall the trip was fine. Enjoyed the quality time spent with my parents. :D
This year's christmas would probably be the worst. Hmm, don't wanna explain any further. So, school's reopening soon and i'm definitely not looking forward to it. I'll probably have difficulty waking up in the morning, since i've been waking up at 12pm or so everyday ever since the holidays started. Yeah pig, i know! Cj says its good to be a pig HAHA. Well cause he's one too.
A new year in 3 days' time. I want a new phone and an iTouch, but thats gonna be very expensive. ): Well, we'll see how things go. Going out w the three Js and one K tmrw i think. Hope it'll be fun and would cheer me up.
Johnathan Yong's an idiot, dumbass, bastard. You better stop dotaing and talk to me. And once again, dota's a stupid game. In your face asshole. <:
I'm craving for many stuffs right now. Shall make a list of them.

New phone.

iPod Touch.

Studded ring.

Ring with letter V.

That white top.

New headphones.
Definitely more, lazy to list. NEW PHONE. ): Urgh damn it!
Any kind souls wanna get me any of them? HAHA. Kthxbai.

Don't turn back.

2009-12-24T08:51:00.012+08:00

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Because of you, my dear boy.
When will you learn to appreciate and treasure?

Maybe we're trying.

2009-12-21T23:14:00.003+08:00

I'm very disappointed in you. Sigh.
难道不能对我好一点吗.

If you leave me tonight , i'll wake up alone.

2009-12-19T21:54:00.005+08:00

Met Y at the bus stop downstairs at around 10plus and 105-ed to fep. Was starting to rain when we reached. ): Oh! We coincidentally wore the same shirt, how cool haha. So walked around and tried to find nice stuffs. Many shops haven't open when it was like 11plus already. Was freezing cold inside. Yuxuan bought this white top there. I think its quite nice. <: Then headed to ion! In the rain.
Continued walking. Didn't manage to get anything there. Y actually saw this pair of nice shoes at topshop, but she didn't buy cause don't have her size. So afterwards we headed to wisma. Went to Mango! Yay. Then bought takopachi! Then walked many rounds around each level to find a seat. In the end we ended up at an ulu place in a corner. HAHA, was damn funny. Then went to get my drink and headed to cineleisure, in the rain. Did many retarded stuffs, HAHA.
Bought our anklets! Happy to the max. Then planned to go kbox but then decided not cause it was quite late already. So we walked around and then took neoprints! After that went to 313, in the rain again. It was raining the whole day. ): Went in to the 4storey high f21. Cool to the max! :D But nothing caught my eye. D:
So continued walking around trying to find Y's shoes. Got bored and decided to go bishan for our dinner. We were lazy and decided to take to marinabay and then back to bishan, cause we wanted to sit down longer LOL. Y did many funny poses, will upload the rest of the photos next time haha. So we went to swensens haha! Baked rice! <:
Then ordered calamari rings and icecream too.
Was damn full after that. So after early dinner, we headed to amk to walk around and find her shoes. We did retarded stuffs like stalking the fat and red tomato and the weird reindeer and the cute snowman, HAHA made me laugh like crazy. After that walked like damn long but didn't see any nice ones. Saw Y's mother and brother. Her brother's a joker, LOL.
Damn funny haha. In the end she bought this pair of flats, which i think is quite nice. Yay she should be contented i guess, ^^ Alrights off to have supper, byebye! :D

Cause I know there's no life after you.

2009-12-18T15:56:00.003+08:00

Just finished doing the thick worksheet w countless of maths algebra questions in it. My hand almost died from writing so much. Used up 16 pieces of foolscap. Haha i think our school is mad. Now i'm still left w alot of homework undone. Sigh, super lazy and no mood to do luhs. Whats wrong w zhonghua! 2 months holiday only mah, give so many homework for what. ): I'm so not looking forward for school to reopen. I'M TAKING ART, DAMN IT. ): Okay zhonghua sucks to the max. Bye! :D

She'll never know your story like i do.

2009-12-17T20:38:00.009+08:00

Okay played abit of audi today. :D They have many new nice songs like Love Like This by SS501, You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift etc. Yayyyy! ^^ Me likey love like this. Whole day was crapping on msn w baby, yuxuan, debbie and chijao. VERY NO LIFE I KNOW. And i haven't touch homework. Prepared to die. <: Most probably heading to town w mousey this saturday. Haha yay! Alrights off to bathe byebye! :D

The stars lean down to kiss you, and i lie awake and miss you.

2009-12-16T14:03:00.003+08:00

Actually we took three group photos, but this's like the most decent one among the three cause the other two chijao keep pointing his middle finger LOL. Stupid dumb!

Don't make me change my mind.

2009-12-15T21:16:00.002+08:00

Stupid cyrus and jason gaying. -_-

We climbed up this thing and sat there under the hothot sun to talk.

She ask me to censor her face cause she looked like she was sleeping LOL.

I finally wore this out.
Class gathering was not bad. :D Met zh, wc and jeremy at tpy mrt this morning at 10am. Was talking to ky while waiting for zh to reach. Then mrted to clementi. I can't stand the three of them, keep talking about games. Zz, stupid. So after like 1hour plus, we reached clementi. John.T and chijao was there already. So sat there and rotted w them while waiting for the rest to reach. THEY KEPT CRAPPING. Stupid to the max. Then yanshan, cyrus, kaiyin, yuru, jingwen, jason, jianzhi, sherlyn, winny, christina finally came. I hope i did not miss anyone out. Then 175-ed to West Coast. Settled down and ate food. Then went to sit at the pyramid thingy and talked. The sun was freaking hot to the maximum. I become more chaota now. Then continued rotting. The place was quite boring cause not alot things there. But i had fun w them. After that mrt-ed back to yck and went to eat w ky. After that went back to her condo and played abit of billard. Then my daddy came to pick me up. Thanks ky for the present. Its very cute. ^^ Okay byebye!

Wish that i could give you everything.

2009-12-13T02:24:00.015+08:00

How cute can this get. <: Alright its 230am now. That idiot keeps replying me w smiley faces and i don't know how to reply. Browsing through pictures haha. Denise's currently laughing stupidly at her laptop screen. ^^ Alright byebye yellowsticks! :D

Until we meet.

2009-12-12T22:43:00.001+08:00

Currently at denise's house! Missed her and her cat alot alot. Had steamboat together w both my family and hers. Staying over today night! Yay. :D Tsk her aircon confirm super cold one. Haha, but yay. Well the stupid mixpod's having stupid problems, and they're only playing one out of my five songs. -_- How stupid can it get. First was imeem and now mixpod too. But nevermind, i've decided to use youtube for the time being. Think denise's getting very pekcek about this thing already. Stupid mixpod go die! ): Hope they faster fix hao. K bye!

As we make our great escape.

2009-12-11T21:03:00.007+08:00

Y came my house to do the proposal for the Vietnam trip thing, then we went to have pepperlunch @ Hougang Mall. After that we decided to go vivo walkwalk, and shunbian find her present. Walked around and went to blow wind. The sun was super big. Afterwards finally went to starbucks and got our drinks. <: 143 homed after that.
PS/: I know i look like shit in the picture (i always do), not enough sleep.

Sometimes i wish you'd just care more.

2009-12-10T20:44:00.005+08:00

Went orchard w love, jasmine and chungkei. Walked around and shopped, then went secret recipe for lunch. After that got bored and decided to go play pool. Had loads of fun w them. Couldn't stand the noise though. And they charged us 10bucks for a cup of coke. How nice. <: Its so freaking expensive. But whatever, couldn't do anything anyway, since they diedie also say is that price. After that headed home at around 6plus. Haha, me want a picnic. And i didn't get starbucks today. ):

Lost and insecure.

2009-12-09T14:05:00.011+08:00

Don't take me for granted.
One day i might just disappear,
and i guess no one would even notice.

Can't you just take the initiative.
I just need a little more care and assurance from you, is it that hard?

Don't make someone your everything, cause when its gone, you'll have nothing left.

2009-12-08T12:22:00.004+08:00

BABY'S AN IDIOT. ONLY KNOW HOW KEEP BULLY ME ONE! JOHNATHAN YONG YOU SUCKS! LOL but no matter how idiotic/stupid he is, i'll still luv him. ^^ Bet he's sleeping like a stupid pig now. Probably going to study w sist later on. Need to clear my homework already. Maths can kill, i swear. Damn it, people say need two weeks then can finish maths siah. ): Try to do as much as i can later on. Hopefully can finish asap. I haven't touch the chinese book either. I'm so dead. <: Alright, byebye!

Its not me next to you.

2009-12-07T13:40:00.003+08:00

The video's really sad. ):
Beautiful song, thanks B for introducing!

Biggest regret in my life.

2009-12-06T21:27:00.003+08:00

Well i was going through the chatlogs w him from June. Believe it or not, i teared. Really brings back alot of wonderful memories. I can't believe i just totally ignored him when he asked for patch that time. What kind of person am i? If i should ever have one biggest regret in life, that would definitely be it. Deepest regret. People like me should just die. Fuck, i really am very sad now. But no, i'm not going to give up on this relationship. I'm still trying to make it stronger no matter what. Hope he does too, like what he promised me. I really miss the old times. But i understand people do change and it can't be helped. So i'll just accept him for the way he is now. Hope things'll get better. I luv you boy. And sorry for what i did. I hope you're reading this.

I could love you like no other can boy.

2009-12-06T18:04:00.006+08:00

Haha hello people. Went for tuition this morning, and teacher rejected my compo again. Still need rewrite, sighhhh wtfucks. ): Was waiting for someone's text for very long. And that pig was sleeping. Haha, who call him so late then sleep. Ask him sleep earlier he don't want. ): Miss him very the much. So, reached home after tuition and rotted again. Its like an everyday routine z. Then went to sleep awhile after i got tired of waiting for bi's to reply my text. Halfway my aunty came and she shook me awake. -_- So woke up and he finally replied. Texting him now. :D Added two songs to my playlist, though they're quite old already, but still nice okay! Superboyf's coming back in 2 days time, happy! So seeyou peoplez.
(I just can't help but want the old you back,)

Bulletproof heart.

2009-12-05T18:26:00.006+08:00

Well, half the day is gone and i'm still here staring in front of the laptop. I really don't have the mood to touch my homework. ): Probably gna go homeworking w sist soon, after the weekends. Okay i have nothing to write, damn it. My life's as boring as a pile of shit. Have been communicating w the two Joannes through emails, and i don't know why either. But thanks two of you for caring and things like that. Really appreciate it. <: Haha, second day waiting. Hope its worth it. Alrights byebye people!
(Hoping you'd change your mind before i fly overseas.)

Wonder if its all worth the wait.

2009-12-04T18:38:00.006+08:00

If only we could be this way baby.
I shouldn't love you but i want to, i just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you but i can't move, i can't look away.
And i don't know how to be fine when I'm not,
Cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop.
Just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me,
And i can't help it. Wondering why i've been waiting so long.

You won't realise it until its gone.

2009-12-04T01:12:00.004+08:00

Well its 1.15 in the morning now, and i'm awake cause my mind's filled w things, making me unable to sleep. I've been rotting at home, eating, sleeping, crying and staring at the laptop screen every single day. Maybe this's why i've not been keeping track of time and actually thought that today was still tuesday. I really got shocked when i knew that today is like thursday/friday already. Oh gosh, what's wrong w me. Shit man, i really don't know what's got into me. I'm probably the dumbest person on earth to give up the chance i had last time, and i'm regretting it badly now. After so long, i've finally realised that its you i still luv. Well, blame it on me that i'm in this plight now. Yeah i'm sucha bitch, i know. I miss those times. Well, so much have been said, but nothing's still gna change i guess. I'll just wait and hope things get better, although i know it won't. I feel like sucha fool. Sometimes i really wonder if all this is really worth it. I miss you boy. Fuck it.

Never ending.

2009-12-03T19:29:00.002+08:00

♥: What hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, it just doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. Followed by a sudden sadness that captures your heart and have never really left you since.

Is it possible?

2009-12-03T18:09:00.007+08:00

I'm happy, i'm fine, don't worry. :D
(i wna go back to the past.)

Maybe i should've given up long ago.

2009-12-02T14:23:00.005+08:00

I'm trying really really hard to communicate w you, but its really difficult when you give me these kind of replies. It really sounds like you don't sound happy talking to me. Or that you don't wna talk to me ?
When love decides to abandon you, you can turn to your friends. But what if your friends choose to abandon you too. You won't know that kind of feeling.

Countless of hopes.

2009-11-30T17:44:00.006+08:00

♥: Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.I hope you guys are not doing this just for the sake of doing it.

Forgive but can't forget.

2009-11-29T21:01:00.010+08:00

First day! - 24th November.

Yuxuan: Hi i'm the next Mrs World. :D

Belinda: Wth!

Fyi, most people there travel around by motorbikes. So on the roads, you will see like countless of motorbikes around.

They have kfc there too! :D

Look at the complicated wires. o_o

Sleeping on the really long bus ride.

About to board the ferry. <:

On the ferry.

Three of them. :D

Mr krabs. ^^

Patrick!

Spongebob.

Our room key. :D

Walking to our room ~

Balcony! :D

The never ending walk.

Waiting fr th boat.

Sea snails. -,-

(look at yurong.)

At jiayi & yurong's room.

Woke up at 5am and then prepared etc. Left house and headed to Y's house to pick her up. Then went to airport. Many people were there already. Stood together w H and Q. B came awhile later. Then went through all the stupid procedures and blah. Waved to daddy and mummy before going in. Boarded the plane and sat beside dearest Y. Talked and crapped and watched some movie. Y was watching G-force. I ordered some shitty food. D: Should have chosen Y's fish w fried rice.
So anyway, reached Tan Son Nhat airport after 1h 30min. Met our guides and took the bus to Can Gio. Sat w H. The bus ride was freaking long, like 2hours? I can't remember. Just very long. Sleep sleep sleep and wake up still haven't reach. Then got on to the ferry. Then continued w long bus ride again. The road was really bumpy. Slept on H's shoulder on the way. Haha thanks :D
So anyway, went to check in at the Can Gio resort. Mosquitoes and some stupid insects were everywhere. Got our keys and went to our room. Was at the second floor and had to carry our super heavy luggages up wth. Many lizards outside our room and there was a dead cockroach in our toilet. So rested inside for awhile and headed downstairs. Had our lunch at Carrot Restaurant.
Food was kinda weird. Then took the bus to the Monkey Island. Saw many monkeys, they were everywhere. Walked and walked around. Like never ending siah. Then took canoe to the Rung Sac Guerilla. Then went to the Mangrove Forest for afforestment. The walk there was nice. But when we had to go inside the muddy water, totally change. The water (mud) was like until my waist already la.
Or maybe higher. And it was really muddy, until my leg go in then whole thing stucked inside. Everyone was practically screaming. -.- Thanks people fr pulling me up. So in the end my shoes stucked inside, and i walked around barefooted. My clothes were freaking dirty already. Haha but overall it was quite fun! Enjoyed it. :D Then headed back to the bus, without my shoes on.
That time already quite late and the sky was dark. Can't really see anything. I just know many ants were biting my feet. All of us went up the bus w all the mud. Pity the bus driver. D: Didn't sit down, so we all stood all the way until we reaached the resort. Went back and took turns to bathe.
Then went down to have debrief. The table was full of flies and i was getting many mosquito bites. Damn annoying. Then headed over to jiayi and yurong's room w B, Y, H and Q to talk. Haha quite funny. They keep disiao yurong cause he have long eyelashes. :D Then went back to our rooms as teachers were doing room check. Was watching channel V while B was on the phone w yurong haha. Then went to sleep at around 12plus. ^^

Second day! - 25th November.

The whole school.

Vietnam flag.

Their classroom.

Them doing the twisters dance.

Rojak!

Walking to the mangrove.

The place we had to plant the mangroves.

Looks very nice right. In actual fact, inside is damn muddy.

I like the background. <:

Walking back.

Some museum we visited.

Lanlan hotel. (LOL)

Our room key!

Our room.

The stupid mirror's beside our bed. Kinda creepy.

At dinner. :D

Performance before dinner.

The two idiots who were sitting opposite me.

Dearest B woke me up saying it was going to be 630am already. Then i immediately wake up and went to chiong prepare. Then i come out and she tell me that is only 430am HAHA. You know why? Is cause Singapore's time is 1hour ahead of Vietnam's time. Then B set alarm in her phone to 530am. And the clock the time 530am look like 630am LOL. So we woke up at 430am and rotted. I was in the toilet and she was outside blow drying her hair. Then suddenly the lights all off.
And i went like wtf and i shouted to B. She also chuatio. LOL, its damn freaky can! Then we keep ask each other to on the light but we both also don't dare. So in the end we didn't manage to on the lights and so we rushed out of the room. We walked around knocking on people's door to help us but no one awake. Then we went upstairs and spam press jinxiang and darren's doorbell.
Then finally darren come open the door. He pei us go downstairs find teacher and they helped us to ask someone to fix th stupid problem. So after that we went back our room and stoned. Watched One Missed Call, since it was on tv. Jinx and darren joined us after that. Then after the show end we go round spam press people doorbell ask them wake up. Even earlier than the morning call haha. Then went for breakfast. Buffet yay! :D And then prepared the fruits etc in the kitchen and headed to the school. People there were friendly.
But then some stare at us like see dao aliens like that. Interacted and played games w them. Then had the dance. Sun was hot to the max. Then demo how to make rojak. And they showed us how to make spring rolls. Oh we eat springrolls like every single day. Hmm yeah so everything ended and we left.
Took the bus to Saigon (Ho Chi Minh). SUPER long bus ride. Slept again. Then checked in to Lan Lan Hotel 2. There was a Lan Lan Hotel 1 haha. The room was freaky. Our bed was beside a mirror. -.- Anyway, bathed and freshened up, after that went for dinner on the Saigon River. The place was nice.
Food was not bad too. :D Sat around tiffany, xingzi, joyce, jiaxin, belinda, huiming and qianhui. The whole dinner was nothing but full of laughters. And tiffany kept calling me vanita LOL. After dinner was debrief and reflections session. After that went back to our rooms. Rotted for awhile and had room check. After that H and Q came over. Slept around 12 or something haha.

Third day! - 26th November.

Random cow.

Rubber plantation.

Some trap.

Imagine dropping inside.

The hiding thing. o_o

Sofi trying haha.

Group photo.

The fat worm in the middle of the road.

The re-unification palace.

One two three four five.

Went for breakfast in the morning. Food was not bad. :D Then we went to the Cu Chi tunnels. Walked around and watched some boring thing. Then went in the tunnel. Had to duckwalk throughout inside. Sorry B for pulling you by accident! It was really damn dark inside, couldn't see anything.
Was quite long and stuffy inside. But was a really great experience. :D Then we went to the War Remnant Museum. Saw many pictures of victims at war. Was really saddening. Some were rather disturbing. They treat the people like animal like that. ): So anyway, went dinner after that.
Went back to hotel for debriefing and reflections and went back our rooms. Went over to jeremy and huihai's room w B, H and Q after room check. Samuel was there too. Played uno, and some other card games. Jinx came over after awhile. They all went to sleep after awhile. Then i tried to sleep on the floor between the two beds but failed cause jeremy keep disturbing me.
Huihai was rotting infront of the tv. So i didn't sleep. Was doodling w jeremy in the middle of the night. Really tired but cannot sleep. D: Sorry fr making you two cannot sleep also. ):

Fourth day! - 27th November.

Rice plantation.

During lunch.

We were allowed to try the honey.

Bzzz bzzz.

Cute right! :D

Gasp. o_o

Showing us how to open the coconut.

Trying out the fruits.

On the boat cruises along the Mokong river.

Duck duck duck duck.

Coconuts!

I become so tanned. -,-

Jeremy and samuel. <:

Darren and huihai. HE HAVE ST500. ):

Water puppet show.

At dinner. Fillet in orange juice.

Went to Mekong Delta and Binh Tay Co-operative. Saw how they made rice under the hothot weather. ): Had lunch but didn't really eat alot. Then went round to try the honey and some tropical fruits. B and H got to carry the snake haha.
Saw how they made coconut candies too. Then watched the water puppet show. The puppets looked disturbing. Jeremy keep making my chair wth. Then after that went for dinner. Not bad. :D
Y vomitted. Was worried for her. But she felt better after awhile. So we headed back to the hotel and then went to room 110 and jiayi's room. People were playing card games. After that we went to Soif's(sofi) room. They watched some random zombie movie. Then after awhile i went to sleep. Jinx say i sleeping halfway go hit him wth.

Fifth day! - 28th November.

The pretty cathedral.

Post office.

Very cute! Paperweights. :D Regretted not buying them. ):

Got woken up by jinx. Went for breakfast at some nice hotel. Food was great. :D All of them sang birthday song for me. There was even a mini cake! :D Thanks people! So after that played murderer. Then prepared and went to visit some stupid shoe factory. Quite boring. Then went for lunch and to the Opera house, Notre Dame Cathedral and Central Post Office. The cathedral was pretty. After that went to the Ben Then market to shop. People there kept pulling us to buy stuffs. And they anyhow touch one lorz. Bought one shirt only. -.- Not alot things there. So after that went to airport and back to singapore. :D

Overall the trip was very fun. Enjoyed the laughing and singing on long bus rides. Hope to have another chance to go overseas w these guys again. :D
Forget the sad parts and remember the happy ones. <:
Thanks fr the birthday wishes. Thanks jeremy, samuel and jinx for your presents. Appreciate it loads. ^^

Should have known.

2009-11-28T14:30:00.003+08:00

I guess our friendship was not as strong as i thought. It wasn't enough to withstand these things that happened. Friends were supposed to look over each other's flaws, or just automatically tell me what they were not happy about and not tell me only when i asked, so that i could change. But its okay, i know i'm just too hateful that you don't even want to talk to me. I apologise for ruining your whole trip and making you annoyed w my nonsense. I wasn't even supposed to be there, since i was being the extra one. Both of you probably just need each other now, so i'll fuck off from your lifes, don't worry. I'll not take down the two names at the side, as i really can't bear to. Probably cause you two were two friends i can't bear to let go. That feeling you wouldn't know, because you definitely won't feel the same way as me. I've tried to be the bestest friend i can be. I tried to give all i could when you asked for anything. I tried to be able to be there when you needed someone to go shopping or anywhere w you. I tried to be your listening ear when you were down. But all these were probably not enough for you. Maybe this year's birthday was my worst, but its all retribution i guess. Thanks for being the two bestest girlfriends in my secondary school life. Will miss all those that we did. I'm no better than a stranger.

You said i've changed, but that was really unintentional. It really happened unknowningly, and i apologise. Glad you both understand that girlfs shouldn't treat each other like that, really. Thanks girlfs, luv you two. Hope our friendship will stand strong. And also hope that you both would still treat me the same way as last time. ):
Forever and always, my two bestest girls.

Farewell and goodbye.

2009-11-23T19:55:00.002+08:00

24th November to 28th November @ Vietnam!
Don't sms/call me alrights.
Will miss you all, miss me too la okay! :D

Luv!

2009-11-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

Thanks Charmaine Sist! ♥
Thanks Charmaine Sist! ♥
Thanks Charmaine Sist! ♥
Thanks Charmaine Sist! ♥
Thanks Charmaine Sist! ♥
Thanks Charmaine Sist! ♥
Thanks Charmaine Sist! ♥
Thanks Charmaine Sist! ♥
Luv you loads! :D

Perhaps.

2009-11-21T22:07:00.012+08:00

♥: Its hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but its even harder to give up when you know its everything you want.

Your happiness is my satisfaction.

2009-11-21T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hello! Had tuition in the morning, then went walk around orchard w Mich and then lunched at pizza hut, and then went back fr tuition again. Wrote compo until want die, bet he confirm will ask me rewrite. Whatever. Then walked home w her. Was drizzling on the way home. And downstairs veh noisy.
Denise's family came my house fr dinner. Showed her some funny vids, then audi-ed together. Long time never see her already! Missed her loads. Haha, glad she came. I want go sleepover at her house soon! :D Will bring you th saw cds soon alright. ^^ And thanks for your early birthday gift! We audi-ed together w Js and some other fam members. Super long never talk to Johnson bro already. Haha, kinda miss him too. Thanks fr your early birthday wish too! <:
Had fun today, haha. Sigh vietnam trip in a few days, not really looking forward to it. And today's notepad search failed. I couldn't find any cheap ones wtf. Maybe going to find again tmrw. Sorry luv! Alrights, byebye people. ^^

She took the midnight train going anywhere.

2009-11-19T21:39:00.003+08:00

Met J, J, H and D at 12plus. D was 1hour plus late, stupid pig. Then went yoshinoya fr lunch! H and J intruded privacy one! ): Anw 58-ed to downtown after that. Was freezing like mad on th bus. Shared earpiece w J. Headed to buy tickets fr 2012 at 4.20pm and then went bowling. People beside us were irritating to the max.
Act cool not cool. And th stupid thing delayed us fr like dk how long, make us late fr movie. The show was freaking nice! One word seven letters, awesome. Definitely worth the money. Was kind of sad, when you see people dying one by one. Actually is thousands by thousands. I did cry at some parts. And D was freaking annoying! Keep laugh at me wth.
After that 88-ed back w the four of them. :D Had fun. Enjoyed the movie alot alot. Must go watch okay people! Byebye. ^^

Falling in love wasn't my plan.

2009-11-18T21:49:00.003+08:00

Bishan > Kovan > Bugis > Newton > Amk
Met B at j8 around 12plus. Wanted to watch movie but no timings. Walked around and bought stuffs. Then went to eat lunch. Talked and laughed. Met Y after that. Continued walking fr awhile more then headed to kovan. Stupid train at circle line sucks. It stoned there fr dk how long before opening th damn door. Wasted time.
Walked around and Y bought sushi. Didn't manage to get what we want, so B left fr tamp to her bbq then Y and i went bugis to shop. Bought stuffs. Money got wings. Went to eat at newton circus. :D Ordered quite alot. Eat until want die. Chicken oily until cannot oily. Disgusting to the max.
Headed to amk afterwards. Saw bird and chaihao. Bought stuffs again. Haha currently luving my wallet. Happy! ALrights byebyebyebyebye!
Oh, bastard, fuck you, i seriously can't stand you copying me. _l_

I guess its just like that.

2009-11-17T18:34:00.007+08:00

Plaza sing > Ion > Heeren > Far east plaza
Supposed to do th stuffs fr th vietnam trip, but in the end plans changed and we decided to go shopping! Qianhui left us, so left th three of us. Wahlauz i want th top at cotton on. But its out of stock and th kns person say display piece not on sale. D: Sad die me. Nevermind! Walked around plaza then headed to ion. Mango!
B and Y bought their Adidas waterbottle. Haha, veh nice but i never buy cause didn't bring alot money today. Then continued walking. After that walked to heeren to buy our wallets! Yay happyhappy. :D Bought icecream to eat on th way there.
Walk until legs pain already luhs. Didn't buy alot of things, probably going to buy more tmrw. Haha, vietnam trip in like 1234567 more days. Hope it'll be fun. And thanks charmaine sist fr th text. Luv you. ^^
Oh and, SUPER SORRY TO PEOPLE, ESP B AND Y, FOR ALWAYS BEING LATE AND MAKING YOU BOTH WAIT. Duibuqi!
(L): B, C, Y! <:

Its better if we don't speak at all.

2009-11-15T15:47:00.000+08:00

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Had fun w them. Got really moodless at the back. Thats all. Sorry fr th short post.

Down to the max.

2009-11-14T20:03:00.003+08:00

Knn stupid fucking school, want appeal to better class also cannot. Just received th stupid email just now, and they say my appeal was unsuccessful, cause i didn't meet the criteria or whatever shit. Wtf, what criteria you want. Just want to go into a better class also cannot is it. They still bold the unsuccessful somemore.
Can't believe i'm gna take art and physics next year. Sucks to the max. I hate physics, seriously. I've never passed physics before, i think. Okay maybe a few times, but definitely not more than the times i've flunked it. Physics is like the worst subject on earth. I want bio, z. SERIOUSLY, ZHONGHUA S U C K S. How to luv physics you tell me, how?! Urgh, this totally spoiled my mood.
HOW TO LUV PHYSICS, WTFFFFF.

You are not alone tonight.

2009-11-13T18:36:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Aaron daddy and Daphne sist! <3
& Happy Friday the Thirteenth. ^^

When love takes over.

2009-11-13T15:28:00.013+08:00

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I know i look horrible, didn't have enough sleep z. Anw, had picnic w/ B, H, J, J yesterday. Went to buy our stuffs, then headed to the park/beach. The place was like so deserted, wtf. Probably cause the rain just stopped. So anyway, we started picnic-ing! Ate while talking, then suddenly started to rain, again. Got damn irritated and started moving our stuffs to the shelter. Continued our picnic there, LOL. It was like super funny, seriously. The food was super yummy! :D Blasted songs and disturbed people who went past us. Laughs!
Ate, sang, crapped, laughed, camwhored. :D So when the rain stopped, we started spamming pictures again. But J didn't join us, ): So anyway, had lots of fun. Then they started feeding cats and birds food wth. Was damn hilarious. B was trying to act auntie w/ H's bag. HAHA, she'll never fail to make us laugh.
So after that we packed up and headed to ehub. Bought drinks as we were super thirsty. Then sent B to the bus stop as she had to go for her organ lesson. After that we went bowling. The three of them played while i stoned, cause i was very tired already. Bowled until 8, then headed home. Took 88 together. During the bus ride, we were like freezing. Yeah so overall it was fun, although it rained. Alrights, byebye! ^^

Try putting the pieces back.

2009-11-11T19:06:00.009+08:00

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F U C K S T R E A M I N G V E R Y M U C H P L E A S E , T Y V M . :)
PS/: Have fun in malacca sist, will miss you!

Broken and torn into pieces.

2009-11-10T18:01:00.003+08:00

Morning met up w/ Jo'maine again and went school together. Was damn bloody sleepy, cause i overslept and chionged to her house to meet her. And then blahblah, same thing as previous day. I seriously bth the primary 4 kids, they think they know how scold vulgar they big. Wtf, i seriously feel like slapping them. Fucking irritating. Saw quite alot of people i know today. Yeah, and today's lunch was better than yesterday's, alot alot better. :D
Weiling and alexis bought chicken burger fr us, so good luhs. Missed it alot. Anw, saw huang laoshi there too. So long never see him already, haha. He didn't really change much though. Waved to him. ^^ And blahs, seriously damn tired and pissed at those small kids. Stupid to the max.
After that Michelle and i went to Jomaine's house fr lunch. Yayz, its damn nice. Thanks! <: After that watched teevee fr awhile then we all fell asleep together. Slept until around 4plus, then walked home. Sigh, damn fucking tired.
And wtf, xingyu smsed me early in the morning tell me say i got into 3e5. Okay lahz, 3e5's still okay, but i'll be taking art. Wtf, art. What is this, z. Idw art lah please, stupid can. Gna go school appeal tmrw. Seriously, like wtf. And belinda, yx and i are in different classes. Actually i kinda expected it already. But still, i cannot stand it, streaming sucks. Tmrw going pcps again. Hope they'll be more polite. -.- Byebye people. ^^

Cigarette of love.

2009-11-09T17:46:00.003+08:00

Met up w/ Jo'maine at 6.55am then walked to pcps together. Went to old sports hall to find the rest. Prepared and blahblah. The kids are super cute to the max luh! But alot also very kns. (no offence) Was crapping away w/ Jo'maine and Michelle, as usual. Weeming wasn't there cause she had cca i think. D: And then yongxiang kept crapping in the microphone, which was super irritating z.
Our two assistants were damn helpful and cute. :D And they bought us food when we didn't ask them to. Haha, yay. Then there's this group from 3A came. They were working on the puzzle then suddenly this red boy went to the side to sit. Then i go ask him why he don't want join the rest, and he said he feels very outcasted cause they always like leave him out. D: So sad luhs. Then i accompany him for awhile.
His group members are damn vulgar, though they're only primary 3. Stupid z. Then awhile later he left. Oh before that he gave me this pen, wth. I return him he say dw, then say what give me. (?!) Okay so i took it. He also say what, words don't hurt but actions do. Huh wtf, so young then so chim already haha.
But he very cute lahz. I think his name is Sean Tan. ^^ So anyway, went eat after that then went Jomaine's house. Her sister very cute also! So rotted there until 4plus then walked home. Yeah okay this is gna repeat for tomorrow. Omgosh i hate waking up so early. -.- Okay byebye!

Cause i'm still trying to learn the art of love.

2009-11-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

Went to make tees w/ tuition mates, then walked around and headed to ikea! Had fun w/ them cause they kept making me laugh. Walked around and crapped. Whole day was spent w/ them. Oh!, during english tuition, i was chionging the 3 compos. Confirm get rejected one lors, since its so crappy. D: But nevermind, its damn stupid. After that went home and rotted.
Then at night smsed baby till he fell asleep (as usual). He's gna sing me one time! :D Yay, haha. Need to go pcps at 7.15am tomorrow morning. Super earlyyyyyy. Okay byebye! ^^ Sorry fr the short post.

If I ever hurt you, it's not my intention.

2009-11-07T15:41:00.002+08:00

Art of Love by Guy Sebastian ft Jordin Sparks.

I think its a super nice song luhs, like seriously. Go listen alrights!, Anyway, rotted at home yesterday and today. Shitz, i keep rotting. I wna go shoppinggggg! But the world so small, want go shopping also only go those few places. D: I seriously want another chalet lah, wahlau! Hope next week won't be rotting at home week. Guess there aren't any nice movies now, O: Me want horror movies!
Anyway, my japan trip fly already lahz. Probably going sydney this year end. Nevermind, at least can get out of singapore. ^^ I happy enough already. I miss denise alot alot!, Wonder how is she nowwwww. She go private her blog then meiyou invite wo, now i can't stalk her blog already haha.
Hope Y's feeling better already. And, joanne!, Cheerup, don't think about that thing already haha. Okay i really have nothing to post!, I'm just posting for the sake of posting. Hmm, maybe update more later.! Byebye peoplez. <:
5426546, (L) ^^

Hopefully it'll be back once again.

2009-11-06T12:40:00.007+08:00

Where have the cheerful you gone? Where have your smile flown to? I really hope you'd stop pretending that you're okay, sacrifising yourself and getting nothing in return. Why are you doing this? For other's happiness? Its really not worth it. Some may be happy when you do so, but close ones would definitely not. They'll naturally be unhappy when they see you like that. ):
I still remember you bringing me to the first flea after watching Drag Me To Hell together. I still remember you helping me bargain for stuffs. Visiting fleas together, going airport to spam pictures, shopping together, going to starbucks together, studying together at the library, going www together, hiding at weird places, taking neoprints together. During those times, you were still very cheerful although some things still made you breakdown sometimes.
But you seem like you're unhappy all the time now. I know you're thinking for us, but you have to think for yourself too. Things will really get better if you look on the brighter side of life. I'll really do anything to see you genuinely happy again. Then we'll go shopping and spam pictures together w/ B.
At least you have me, you have B. Clique chalet kay? Hearts you many.
Y: Take care of your foot, don't anyhow run okay! Get well soon. <:
B: Heard you're sick, get well soon! :D
Although he/she helped you several times, friends don't make use of each other.

You said we wouldn't be apart.

2009-11-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

I hate my eyebags >: Urgh, i needa sleep more. Yesterday was practically rotting day. Jianlin's so fun to talk to. :D Damn pissed at my plurk, it increases so slowly but drops so quickly. So not fair can?! D: So many people catching up already lahszx, sad die me. I hope there'd be another e6 outing soon. Really miss them alot now. Sigh, streaming sucks to the max. 4 more days to the release of the results. I really hope i can get into combi F.
During the chalet, we kept wanting to wake up and watch the sunrise, but when we woke up, it was either too late or too early. If its too early, we would like go back to sleep and then miss the sunrise. So stupid lah! But really bth, not enough sleep really can die. Walking zombies ftw. :D
I have been missing alot of classes in the bridging/pace programme. Really have no mood to go. Yesterday's fever subsided already. But still, damn tired. I don't want cca. I don't want tuition. D: Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.
Vietnam trip in 18 days. Sort of looking forward to it. Or maybe not. Half-half luhs. I wna go shopping. I wna go beach. I wna go www. I wna go japan, urgh. Kns lah, this sucks. >: Currently missing my two super girlfs, and many others loads. Why in the world must streaming exist.

I'm over your lies.

2009-11-04T14:38:00.000+08:00

I'm back from chalet! One word, tired. Seriously, tired. First day, went chalet around 3plus. Reached there and leon, james, faustine, minghan and tiankai were there playing uno. Sweetin and her mummy was there too, since they were the ones who checked in. Belinda and i placed our bags in our room and went down to join the people uno-ing. Then more people came. :D
So after that, belinda, jasmine, joanne, yunwei and i went ehub! Ate yoghurt w/ them, then went arcade. Was forcing joanne to take neos w/ us, but failed. D: So in the end only the 4 of us take. After that we went to spam arcade. Saw guohao, eric and xingyu there too. Around 6plus, we left and cabbed back to the chalet. Went up to the room talk awhile, then decided to go to the pool. :D
Yunwei and joanne didn't want go go down, so the three of us jumped down together. Yaole, qianhui, minghan, winnie, huixuan, sweetin and alph was there too, if i'm not wrong. Then weixin was like spam shooting people w/ the water gun. Haha, had lots of fun. Then we went back and bathe, then went downstairs, having the intention to eat dinner. But there was no more food, so we ate the cup noodles we asked guohao to buy for us. Yay! ^^
After that, we rotted for awhile more then started the movie marathon. Sat w/ super boyfriend! Watched Seed of Chucky first, which was not scary, but biantai. Wth, we laughed like mad people. If yaole there, she confirm go very high one haha. Then we watched The Ring. It was considered more scary than the stupid chucky. Halfway, yuxuan and debbie came. Saw debbie's mummy, chio to the max can! Okay, so continued watching the movie. Then around 11pm plus, yuxuan suddenly said she wanted to go beach. But it was so late, and we would be worried if she went alone. Gave her all our lightsticks. In the end super boyfriend, debbie, jingling, shannon and julia followed her, although i believe that she didn't want us to. But no choice, D: Luv was having moodswing, so we didn't talk to her and let her be alone in front as we walked behind. Super boyfriend and i didn't wear our slippers out cause there was no time. We didn't even bring our handphones out. So the very kind debbie lent us her slippers, then we each took one side and started hopping. Got bitten by red ants, wth. So we stalked yuxuan secretly so as to give her the impression that we've left. Okay, but we failed as stalkers. Followed quietly behind her and walked from aloha to ehub and back again. We took the long way as the short cut was too dark. Actually we had no idea of where we were going, we just followed luv. Reached chalet at around 1am plus.
When we went back, the people were like mad people. They thought we went missing, as our phones and slippers were there. Sorry peoplez. D: So after that s'boyf and i went back upstairs to our rooms and talked. Couldn't sleep so went down to have cup noodles again. Stared at the lame boys playing cards while joanne was doing maths. The people in the living room were watching The Ring 2. Finished my noodles and went up to try to sleep while joanne was still doing maths (mad woman). Slept w/ jasmine, boyf and debbie. Debbie hugged me to sleep wth. But after awhile i went to hug jasmine. :D Boyf was sitting outside the window haha.
Managed to get a few hours of sleep, and woke up at around 5plus. Was damn sleepy and i looked like a total zombie. Accompanied luv downstairs. People downstairs were sleeping like pig. The crazy people were still playing cards. So went to change into our uniforms and went school. Wore slippers there. Slept on the fucking long ride in 58. Almost leaned on an indian man wth. Met up w/ they all and got our food.
Saw luv ourside school. Stupid security guard didn't let luv and i in cause we were wearing slippers. So we decided to pon the stupid bridging programme. Met belinda outside too, and she also decided to pon w/ us. So in the end yuxuan, belinda, huiming and i pon-ed together. Decided to go back chalet and sleep. Sat outside school waiting for alph to pass us the keys. Then rotted and waited for the pig. She took so damn long to come out.
Anyway, took 58 back to pasir ris. Slept all the way again. Went white sands to buy our bbq stuffs. Then got yuxuan's pair of new slippers cause hers really cmi already. Cabbed back to the chalet and slept awhile. Decided to go down to the pool again since the rest were still in school. So B, H, D and i went down yay. Y was still hesitating whether to go down or not. Stupid lifeguard came to scold us. But whatever, didn't care. Y came down in the end. :D Had fun and went back to the chalet. Joanne and jasmine were back already. Changed into our class tees after that.
Saw christopher there. Went arcade awhile, then decided to go cycling w/ s'boyf! Cycled from 4plus to around 6plus. We cycled from pasir ris beach to changi beach. Stopped halfway to rest and tried jumpshots which failed. The area was so pretty. ^^ Went changi beach to blow wind and draw on the sand. :D Afterwards cycled back to the chalet. They were starting on the bbq already. Went to spam arcade w/ B awhile. <: So at the bbq, i only ate one hotdog and one piece of chicken as there was limited food. B, J, J, Y, H and i went to buy cup noodles again for our dinner as we were seriously damn hungry. After dinner, we went to the ball room haha. B and J went down to play water w/ the rest while we went back to the chalet and rotted. J went to bathe, so H and i tried to sleep. After that, B and J came back from swimming. They took turns to bathe. I went to bathe too and then tried to go sleep again. Was seriously super tired. Slept together w/ H and J while B and J went to play games w/ the rest. After awhile, B came to join us.
J like robot can, she like don't need sleep like that. But she still slept for awhile after that. The aircon was killing me. Around 4.30am, J and i went down to sleep at the kitchen table. The living room was flooded w/ people sleeping too. It was better sleeping at the table. Woke up at around 6plus and J came to tell me she would be going home before heading to school. Slept awhile more downstairs before i went up to off the aircon and sleep w/ B. After that J and H came in. Sleep awhile then woke up to prepare for school z. Damn irritated. Checked out and went back to school. Slept on the bus, again.
Had chemistry practicals. Ended at around 11plus. Went to canteen for lunch. Then decided to go movie w/ Y and D. B didn't go as she went home to sleep. So H and i changed into our class tees and went Hougang to meet the other two. Was damn irritated at ourselves (LOL). Went to buy stuffs at watsons then went to walk around. Bought tickets for Love Happens.
Y didn't join us. That movie was nice, seriously. So went home at around 9pm plus. Bathed and ate, and dropped dead on the bed. Had slight fever so didn't go school the next day. The worst part of the whole chalet was going back to school for bridging programmes. That seriously sucked. So overall, i enjoyed the chalet. <: I'll miss the times lying down and talking together w/ my classmates. I'll miss having fun splashing water at each other in the pool. >: I want another chalet.

Caught in bad romance.

2009-11-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

Hello i'm back from shopping w/ charmaine sist @ ion! :D Yeah we finally met up after so long, haha. So met her around 3.30pm and then headed to ion. Talked alot, as we had alot of catching up to do haha. She did so well for her eoys! Well, as compared to mine, her results are definitely much better. Envys much! <:
Anw we walked around ion, and saw many nicenice clothings. Oh!, she wore heels, which made her look taller than me. D: But its okay, i like us having the same height anyway. ^^ Bought a hoodie! Yay, cause i was mainly wanting to buy a hoodie. Charmaine was searching for a pullover hoodie. We saw many at new look and fox, and i think they're nice! But charmaine didn't buy it though. The one at fox was kind of, furry. (?) So we walked around and charmaine decided to ask her mummy buy for her the converse pullover hoodie, which is super nice! I luv it alot too.
Oh, we saw many -ahem- style clothes there too, coughs. Its so weird lah!, No offence though. Anyway, we went into artbox! The things there are cute to the max! Both of us just couldn't help commenting on how cute they were. Their stationeries are so cute! Omgosh, their pencilbox is super unique and cool i tell you! We wanted to buy, but at the thought of people calling us crazy, we decided not haha.
So she bought a very cute pen w/ a treble clef on it. :D Walked around some more and i felt hungry. So we went to buy takoyaki! Yay. :D Went to get a drink and then went to uniqlo to buy her hooded shirt, which is pretty. ^^ Yay so after that we headed home since she have school tmrw.
Her school holidays starts only next week, aww. D: We're planning to go fareast and bugis when her holidays start, yay! She came over to my house for awhile as i said i wanted to sell her my jacket and high waist skirt, which have not been worn before. :D Thanks fr buying! <3 Yay i'm happy cause we've not been going out together for so such a long time already. Haha, happy happy!
Chalet tmrw, so will be mia until wednesday. Have to pack my bag later on. I'll only be bringing 4cds cause the rest are not really nice horror movies. Sigh stupid science pace programme tmrw, shitz. Hate to wake up so early. Anyway, will be seeing luvz at chalet! Although she's not staying over, i'm already very happy. :D Hope i'll enjoy myself at the chalet! <:

Its not the same without you.

2009-11-01T14:12:00.003+08:00

I wna go japan so badly! D: Cherry blossoms are so pretty, like seriously. But it'll be white if i go in december. Still, japan sounds so much more fun than sydney. Don't you think so too? Hope we'll be able to go japan instead of some weird country at the end of the year. :D

Anyway, i'm here to share the itinerary for the vietnam trip in november, which will be pretty boring. But since i'm bored, i'll just post it. So here goes :D

Day one!, Meet at t2 @ 6am (so early) > Depart at 8am > Transfer to Can Gio (?!) > Carrot Restaurant for lunch (wtf) > Forest Park > Visit to Can Gio Museum, Mangrove Forest Park Fauna > Visit and learn about the ecosysten of Mangrove Forest and Run Sac Guerilla Base by Canoe (huh) > Learn to carry out afforestment, each student will plant 5 mangroves (kns) > Back to hotel for check-in > Dinner

Day two!, Breakfast in eco resort > Transfer to local high school > Lunch in resort > Spring roll making > Transfer to HCMC (Ho Chi Minh City) > Hotel for check-in > Dinner on Saigon river

Day three!, Breakfast at hotel > Visit to the war Remnant Museum & Re-unification Palace > Cu Chi Tunnels > Soldier Cemetery > Dinner at restaurant in HCMC

Day four!, Breakfast at hotel > Coach-trip to MyTho - Mekong Delta (?) > Learn how to make rice (wth) > Get into paddy fields to see farmers so field work & try to plant rice (-_-) > Lunch at local restaurant > Tour around, taste tropical fruits z > Some show > Visit to bee-hive gardens, experience how to take honey from hives > Visit to factory of producing coconut candies > Dinner > Water puppet performance

Day five!, Breakfast at hotel > Visit VSIP and Everich Shoes (?!) > Lunch > Opera House > Notre Dame catherdral > Central Post Office > Ben Then Market (LOL) > Airport > Depart at 7.50pm > Arrival at spore @ 10.50pm ?

Wth worst thing in this trip is that we have to go plant mangroves. It'll be so damn muddy i tell you. And we have to reach airport at 6am on the first day, so early lah! Day three doesn't seem to have many activities for us, so we'll just probably rot all the way. Lugguage confirm super heavy, so many things to bring. OH that reminds me, tmrw's bag also confirm heavy one lor. Stupid lahszx! Hope i'll be going out later, byebye! <:

(Hope you'll change your mind)

I need you now, please don’t turn me away.

2009-10-31T16:17:00.003+08:00

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
Owl City's Vanilla Twilight.

Happy halloween people! :D Looking forward to the chalet, hope it'll be fun. The abscence of yuxuan would definitely affect how much i'll enjoy the chalet. D: Aww, but its okay, we'll have a clique chalet in december alright!, Belinda's at genting now, hope she's enjoying herself haha. The mosquito bites on my legs are irritating me, z. Stupid mosquitos! >:

Precious like diamonds.

2009-10-31T13:28:00.010+08:00

Hey 2e6, you've been a great class. These two years spent w/ you guy have really made me realise what a bonded class is like. Even if we're gna get separated next year, i'll still remember you guys. :D Times spent w/ you all are priceless. So here's what i have to say to you all. ^^

/Yaole: Thanks fr being a great class monitress, always bringing our class together, resolving problems between each of us. Oh!, and thanks fr spreading your biantai virus to all of us! ^^
/Dawn: Thanks fr being a great table partner last year, and also, thanks fr being a great friend. Last long w/ gh okay!
/Qianhui: Though i'm not very close to you, thanks fr helping out in everything. Vietnam trip!
/Le'en: Float! Thanks fr being sucha funny friend fr these two years, times spent laughing and joking together will never be forgotten. Oh!, and sorry fr always not helping out in the av stuffs during class! We'll still see each other during cca yeah! :D
/Jasmine: Hey! Thanks fr your funny jokes, and fr being such a great friend/english rep. Times spent laughing at JN (you know who) are priceless. :D
/Julia: Thanks fr being such a great classmate! Hahaha :D
/Belinda: Thanks fr being sucha great girlf! Your jokes never fail to make me laugh, and thanks fr coaching me in my studies. Thanks fr times spent together camwhoring and shopping! I'll miss you very much if we go to different classes, D: You're the best okay, luv you!
/Tsae Woei: Hello!, though i'm not very close to you too, thanks fr being a great classmate and science rep. :D
/Jia En: Thanks fr being a great chinese rep and classmate! <:
/Li Fang: Hellooo, thanks fr always helping our class in art related things, appreciate it much! Luv your art. ^^
/Jing Ling: Hey!, thanks fr being such a great friend! Times spent laughing and joking w/ you would never be forgotten. We'll still see each other during cca.! ^^
/Shannon: Thanks fr being a great friend/classmate! Your sewing skills are damn good, envys much. :D
/Chungkei: Helloooo, thanks fr being sucha great friend too! Times spent plurking, laughing and chatting w/ you are simply priceless. <:
/Fiona: Though i'm not very close to you, thanks fr being a wonderful classmate and welfare officer.! ^^
/Sky: Heyyy, thanks fr being sucha great classmate, luv your drawings. <:
/Huiming: Super boyfriend! Thanks fr always accompanying me, laughing at the stupidest things and joking together. Luv you boyf! :D
/Sweetin: Hey!, its your first year in 2e6, but you've been a great classmate. Thanks :D
/Melody: Thanks fr being a great friend!, Ahmeowz ^^
/Winnie: Helloooo! Though i'm not really close to you, thanks fr everything! :D
/Xiaoting: Chef tan!, thanks fr all your jokes, and fr letting me scare you. ^^ HAHA, yay you.
/Yuxuan: Hey luvz! Thanks fr lending me your listening ear everytime, shopping together, camwhoring together, laughing together and cheering me up always. Thanks fr everything, you know i luv you veryvery much! :D Will miss you alot if we go different class too. ):
/Yunwei: Hellooo!, thanks fr always cheering me up w/ the littlest things, and laughing together. Yay you! :D
/Jermaine: The biantai one! Thanks fr being a great friend!
/Huixuan: Heyyyy! Although some things came between us for a period of time, we're still friends! Thanks fr everything since last year!, would never be forgotten. ^^
/Weixin: Hey sheep! (?) Thanks fr being sucha great friend, and your funny jokes. Will miss not having you behind me!
/Faustine: Hey!, though i'm not close to you, thanks fr being sucha great class treasurer :D
/Joanne: Hello!, thanks fr everthing including trying to cheer me up when i'm sad and telling me funny jokes everytime. Times laughing at the littlest things would never be forgotten. Thanks! :D
/Chaihao: Twinnnnn! Thanks fr being the greatest twin, HAHA. Times spent audi-ing, joking and laughing w/ you would always be remembered! :D
/Minghan: Thanks fr being our class's treasurer!
/Changjun: Knew you since primary school, and you're no longer so quiet anymore! Yayz, thanks fr being sucha great classmate. :D
/Leon: THANKS FR BEING OUR CLASS'S WALKING DICTIONARY/ENCYCLOPEDIA, and for always cracking lame jokes. :D
/Junhao: HI BIRD. Thanks fr being sucha great friend, your lame jokes would never be forgotten, LOL.
/Kohchin: HI though i'm not close to you, thanks fr being sucha great classmate and green activist!
/Tiankai: Thanks fr being sucha great classmate/tissue dispenser/table partner!
/James: HI thanks fr being sucha great classmate, and always lending me homework to copy. X:
/Ryan: Thanks fr being sucha great classmate and fr always livening up the atmosphere during lessons w/ your lame/funny jokes! :D
/Eric: Thanks fr being sucha great classmate and maths rep too! ^^
/Guohao: HI, thanks fr always calling me bamboo, and mapling w/ me. Thanks fr being sucha great friend! :D
/Xingyu: Thanks fr lending me homework to copy and teaching me matns/science, and fr being my table partner! ^^

W/o any one of you guys, 2e6 would not be 2e6 anymore. Sorry fr keep repeating parts, but its true ok! Thanks peoplez, for making these two years in my secondary life so wonderful. <:
2e6'o9 always together, united as one. We own your ass :D

Every little heartbreak.

2009-10-30T12:27:00.003+08:00

Me and my stupid pride, sitting here alone.
Going through the photographs, staring at the phone.
I keep going back over the things we both said.
And I remember the slamming door,
And all the things that I misread.
So baby you know everything,
Tell me why you couldn't see that when I left,
I wanted you to chase after me.
Taylor Swift's The Other Side of The Door.

Hello peoplez!, i'm back from the stupid briefing in school just now. It was raining super heavily just now, and we were slightly late. Yuxuan use her bag chop seat fr me, thanks! :D Alright, so after that went auditorium.
Yuxuan came w/ her mother and her brother. Her brother keep acting like he's her father, wth. And he kept asking stupid questions which made yuxuan irritated haha. Then i was like telling her, "i can't imagine what will happen if he goes vietnam w/ us." Haha, which is true, cause i think she'll go crazy.
My daddy said the itenary's not bad, which is so not true. We have to go plant trees, wth? Retarded to the max. Shall post the itenary for the trip someday.
WAHLAU, and hor they insist us to wear school attire almost everywhere we go. What's this lah, z. They super lots of requirements lor, need do this do that. Cannot stand it, D: Wonder who will i be sitting on the plane w/. Hope is not some unknown person. But, i'll still be looking forward to the trip, since i'm going w/ my girlfs. Hope i'll have fun there <: Anw, today school ended at 10.30am. But early also no use, cause we had briefing at 10.45am, which lasted all the way until 1pm. First time see briefing so long one lor, sit there rot until die. This month's gna be filled w/ school programmes, z. Here's the upcomming schedule for november, currently.
1st November: Meeting fr camp. (Tentative)
2nd November: 2e6 Class Chalet @ Aloha Loyang, Science pace programme @ 10.40am.
3rd November: 2e6 Class Chalet @ Aloha Loyang, Humanities bridging programme, 8am-12.50pm.
4th November: 2e6 Class Chalet @ Aloha Loyang.
5th November: Maths tuition 8am-10.30am.
9th November: Camp.
10th November: Release of streaming results, Camp.
11th November: Camp.
15th November: ~~Deepavali~~. (?)
23rd Novemebr: Infocomm outing @ Botanics Garden.
24th November: Vietnam trip.
25th November: Vietnam trip.
26th November: Vietnam trip.
27th November: Vietnam trip.
28th November: Vietnam trip, My birthday!

Bridging programme clashes w/ our class chalet, wahlauuuu. D: So in the middle of the chalet, our whole class have to change our moods and go back to school for the bridging programme at 8am on the 3rd of November. STUPID LAHSZX. Kuku school.

What if tomorrow never comes.

2009-10-29T16:05:00.003+08:00

Clickclick!
In school nowz! :D Doing stupid powerpoint, haha. Yuxuan brought her baby to the library. Just now's literary fiesta was great, we got 3rd!
I think its very good already cause all was last minute work. Initially, we wanted to withdraw from the thing, but mrs raj didn't allow, so no choice, we had to continue w/ it.
Great job e6, luv you guys to the very max! <: Ohnoz, they're rushing th work already, and i'm still slacking here.
okay shall go help them out now, byebye!

You know i love you,

2009-10-28T21:34:00.007+08:00

Hellooo, i'm here to update since someone said i didn't do so. :D
Promotion day today (?) Actually had to go back to school to do stuffs, but i didn't cause i wasn't feeling well. Sorry girlfs, i feel so bad. D:
Since i was bored, i went looking fr new private servers. But it was hard to find a server to replace bankai. /: Yeah, so that was how i spent my day today. School tmrw, dreading it much. Literary fiesta tmrw too, ohnoz.
Anw, yuxuan walked home today, wowz. I should also try that someday, but walking alone will surely be very boring. O: Maybe i'll be going overseas w/ denise at the end of the year. Bet she can't bear to leave her audi for that period of time, haha.
Stupid worldstar, me envy her so much. D:
Smsing the pig now, yayz. [: He say he's resting, but he's still smsing me, o-o
Where can like that one!, haha. Okay la, i seriously nothing post alr, byebye. :D
Oh and pig, remember to update your blog tmrw okay!

Until i met you, my world was empty.

2009-10-26T16:49:00.008+08:00

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Rihanna's Russian Roulette.

I swear this song's fucking nice. :D But i think many won't like it, somehow.
Yay i rotted at home during the weekends, playing maple and audi. After i mia-ed so long, LOL even denise was suprised that i went online. Mapled w/ spider, and he very sweet lmaoz, keep mega me. Luv you lah! :D Anw, had jumble sale today. Rotted in school the whole day, sighhhhhh. Earned quite alot during the sale, haha. After that had stupid talk & survey.
Ohnoz, there's cca on the day of class chalet, wahlauuuuuu. Kns la, always like that one lor! Fuckz ): And hor, the day before vietnam trip still need go botanic gardens, wth. Sure alot mosquito bites -.-
Blahz, okay end here, byebye :D

Your love was just a lie.

2009-10-24T16:48:00.003+08:00

Hello peoplez! (L)
I guess Y's preparing to go msia now, aww must tc okay!
Anw, summary of these few days:

Preparation fr jumble sale on monday.

B, Y, D, H laughing at my duck that doesn't look like one, LOL.

Rotting at home to play maple and audi. (after so long)
Yuxuan just showed me the ris low's video, and i laughed like one szb.
Esp during the conver when they said:
"Whats the dumbest thing that a reporter has ever asked you?"
Ris Low: Why is your name ris low?
"How did you answer that question in front of that reporter?"
Ris Low: Knnbccb what the hell what stupid question is that. (LOL)
Wthell, didn't know she so vulgar lah, LOL. That got me laughing for like 1min. Or maybe lesser.
Want see the video, click here. :D
Okay, i'm off to eat.
Byebye :D

You leave me with no choice.

2009-10-20T19:17:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was www w/ Y, H and D. Had loads and loads of fun there. :D
Woke up at 8 and prepare, then left at 9. Waited for 88 while smsing Y, blahblah then the bus finally came. Was supposed to meet all of them on the bus, but cause debbie the pig was still bathing, i had to alight at amk first. But since huiming also haven't reach, its okay.
Then met up w/ Y and waited for huiming. After that boarded 88 and crapped w/ them.
Debbie came after that. Bused to pasir ris, which took very longggg, and we were all freezing in the bus. Then after that bused to downtown, and realised that www only opens at 1pm instead of 10am.
So we went ehub's arcade! Took neoprints, and played random stuffs. Yuxuan's pro in parapara, just that her actions are super funny! Killed time there, and left around 12plus. Walked to the www there, then saw this SUPER long queue. And yah, it was the queue for www. -_- Okay, so we stood there like idiots, waiting for the queue to move bit by bit. Ate subway while waiting, yay! Saw andrea, and some of her friends. They also wanted to go www, so we let them cut our queue. The people queueing infront of us were like, kicking each other.
Okay, so after very long, we finally reached the counter. Changed, stuffed our things in the locker and chionged to the water! :D
Okay then played until around 6plus, and went to bathe. Headed to seoul garden afterwards! <: Yayayayayayz! The food was super nice, haha. But when we left, we had the stupid smell, and its super smelly can! It doesn't go away D:
Then we took 88 at around, 8plus. The bus was super scary, or rather, creepy. Huiming and i slept for awhile, haha. Then bused to amk and asked daddy to fetch me.
Reached home, bathed, and went to sleep. So at the end of the day, yuxuan and debbie got sunburnt, huiming and i got tanner.
I don't like being tanner lors wth, i already enough tan already. >: Saw many people there that day anyway. Okayz, overall it was fun, hope to go there again, with belinda along this time!
Today was a very disappointing day. Got our results for eoy exams. Science was a total disappointment. Actually i kind of expected myself to fail, since i did not have time to finish the paper.
Sigh, and chinese was half a mark away from 60 and maths was a mark away from a1.
Geography was, kind of disappointing too. What is this, i put in so much effort in geog then give me this kind of results. Okay nevermind, then after that went opposite to buy bubbletea w/ B and Y.
Went for the vietnam trip briefing afterwards. Boring to the max. Wasn't as fun as expected, and it turned out to be boring instead, almost fell asleep. Practised the ketchup dance, wthell. -_- Its damn retarded, z.
Homed w/ B and Y after that. Alright, i really very sad now, and lazy to continue, so byebye!

This is my heart, its not a toy.

2009-10-18T20:10:00.004+08:00

Excited about tomorrow!
Not excited about tuesday.
Me want school faster end, 12 days more i guess?
-Anticipates- <:

If tomorrow never comes

2009-10-17T21:17:00.005+08:00

I just realised i didn't learn to treasure many friends last year.
But i'm glad i've got most of them back now. Was looking through belinda's archives, and i went all the way back to the starting of last year. Still remember the times she called me vivi. We were very close friends that time, until a period of time after we drifted apart. But now we're super close friends again! :D
I'll learn to treasure my friends more than i did before. Well, only true friends actually. You don't treasure then your problem. I luv my two girlfs! :D
Hope i can meet up w/ charmaine sist soon.

It takes time,

2009-10-17T16:06:00.017+08:00

Some people just don't think before they say things.
Its your loss, not mine. <:
Open your eyes bigbig to see who your true friends are.
Pasir ris park next! :D
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You ask me to think why you scold first.
Ask me to ask myself? Sorry to say i don't know.
I ask is it because i hang out too much w/ Y and B then neglect you, you say no.
Ask you to tell me what i do, you don't want.
You don't want tell me, how i know what i do.
Or is it you don't even know what are you talking about?
I haven't scold you a single bit until you started it.
Oh, and anyway, i'm not scolding you here k.
I'm just stating whats happening right now.
Go on, complain to everyone and make me the bad ~~guy~~girl, go on. <:
Like i said, being an almost perfect friend isn't easy.
-
Okay, time to scold.
Winyu, no balls. Scold people don't dare admit. Scold already then block.
Call you, talk halfway then kup.
"Justin: Fuck vinita and yuxuan to the core."
Call yourself justin i also never say much already, spoil the name only.
Block people then scold on your pm, not call no balls then call what?
"Panic-Attack.© says fuckface."
"Panic-Attack.© says shoot me all you want, i have nothing else to say."
You go think la, you never come say we fuck face you think we will shoot you?
Don't make us seem like the bad people k.
And, two-faced bastard, siding her yeah?
"(21:40) Intense Torture.: she's damn bitchy.
even more than ___ and ___.
(21:41) Intense Torture.: lol.
i wanted to say it long ago.
but then you were still her fren.
so i kept it away.
(18:48) Intense Torture.: omg, fuck her lah.
(19:03) Intense Torture.: i just find you more better than ------.
(censored, don't want throw that person's face.)
(22:29) Intense Torture.: hey.
that plurk is actually.
supposed to make ------ look like a fool de."
Well, think again.
Want to know what that private plurk wrote?
Ask him yourself. Not gna post it up here cause its obscene.

If you guys never scold us, we won't scold back one.
And we have not done anything wrong to you, we never scold or ostracize you or whatever, so if you wna scold, then go on.
Blocking/deleting people just shows that you're scared. :)
Get this right k.

Since you've been gone, i can breathe for the first time.

2009-10-17T12:48:00.011+08:00

Yesterday went out w/ the usuals.
Met them at amk hub, and i was late. Sorry!
15$ was gone even before i reached amkhub.
Shouldn't elaborate more. Stupiddddd.
Okay, then met them and they commented on my clothes again.
Then we headed to kbox! The stupid chicken rice was disgusting.
It stinked up the whole room. Nevermind, then we continued singing.
We started off w/ paparazzi, but stopped halfway cause it was LOL.
Sang songs by avril lavinge, taylor swift, jay chou, jj lin, fir, flh, by2, kelly clarkson, guo jing, fan wei qi and many more.
Oh, they chose the song by aqua too.
Yes, BARBIE GIRL, wthell. Stupid to the max, but was fun to sing.
They both went super hyper and was practically screaming into the microphone. (the video's w/ belinda, but i'm not gna post it.)
After that we left at around 3, and went sukisushi to eat, since belinda and i didn't even touch the chicken rice.
Suprisingly, yuxuan finished it. o:
After that we headed to bugis street.
Bought clothes, belts and others. (yay!)
The two were still singing the stupid song everywhere we went!
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere. (wth)
Okay it was super funny. Then after buying everything, we went bras basah to buy art materials for the cip thing.
And then we went tampines while belinda went home.
Since debbie and huiming were there too, we decided to ask them to go ikea w/ us.
The bus ride was quite long, but we got to sit down anyway, so it was okay.
When we reached ikea, they went to take the trolley and yuxuan sat inside it.
Debbie was pushing her, haha. But after awhile, she say very paiseh so she came out of it.
Me and huiming were spamming random photos, haha.
Then after awhile, debbie wanted to sit inside, so yuxuan pushed her.
Spammed more photos, w/ yuxuan's camera.
Got the 10sets of three photo frames. :D
It was only 2$ plus for 3! (W)
Roamed around for awhile before we went to pay and eat.
We had hotdogs! <:
Then it was like already 9plus, and yuxuan needed to reach home before 10.
So we decided to cab home. Thanks huiming's mummy for paying for us first!
They were rushing so they didn't let me to go toilet, LOL.
But its okay, so we went to flag for a cab.
Sent yuxuan home first, then me, debbie and lastly, huiming.
I think the taxi uncle would be very pekchek.
Yahs, was very tired yesterday so bathed and went to sleep immediately.
So my blog was only updated today.
Morning, went to plurk abit, hoping it would reach 81 soon.
Later adults are gna have a majong session at my house.
Would be super noisy to the max. -_-
Hey, let me tell you this, i know everything that you think i don't.
Don't think by creating another account, you would be able to scold meus behind my back.
Even if you want to hide things from me, let me tell you, it isn't that easy. :D
And you, stop trying to dig out information from me.
I've had enough and i'm not gna talk to you anymore.
Since you want it like that, i'll play along w/ you.
Two two-faced people, its okay i've seen it many times already.
I admit i am one too. <:
Typical.
Not gna say more.
I luv my two girlfs to the very max!
Byebye. <:

He'll come back to you again.

2009-10-16T09:54:00.003+08:00

Exams are over!
And i'm back here posting. :D
Yesterday's science paper was a total disappointment.
It was damn difficult can, >:
I just hope i can at least get a pass.
For other subjects also la, can pass can already.
And chinese, hope i can get a 60.
Anyway, after the paper yesterday, went opposite to eat w/ joanne.
Yuxuan and belinda had the mozzie thingy. (LOL)
And then after eating we went to meet them.
After that yuxuan, belinda and i went bugis while joanne headed home to sleep. (pig)
Then we walked around bugis street to search for clothes and wallet.
The black wallet that we wanted only left the display piece and its dented. >:
So we're planning to go hereen another day to see if they have.
Walked, walked, and walked.
Legs hurt ttm!
Then we went back to bugis junction to buy food to eat. :D
Yay, then after that bused home.
Ohya, when we were walking around bugis street, yuxuan and belinda went touching things again, as usual. HAHA.
Alrights then i went home and plurked abit, then went to sleep.
When i woke up, i went to do my blogskin, which was totally screwed up.
But its okay, i'm just gna leave it like that first.
Some pictures are too big and some are small, just ignore them.
I can't get used to the small pictures. But its okayyyyyyy!
Yawnz, i'm tired.!
Post later on, if i have anything to post.
Sayonaraz <:

Living in sin is the new thing,

2009-10-13T17:51:00.011+08:00

Two more days! Endure please.
I'm afraid of science, damn it.

Not worth dying for.

2009-10-06T22:01:00.003+08:00

Too many things are happening, just too many for me to handle.
You don't know how much i feel like breaking down.
The world's seriously messed up. Why, tell me why, sigh.
"You girls keep me from falling apart,"
I feel the same way too. Thanks girlfs.

Surrounded by your embrace.

2009-10-04T15:54:00.011+08:00

Hello people!
I'm here to post about yesterday's study session w/ belinda, yuxuan and debbie!
Here goes. :D
~~Lots of pictures coming up!~~ Removed pictures, too big and lazy go change size.
We went amk for breakfast at around 11plus.
Ate prataaaaa, yay. Debbie bought drinks from coffeebean haha.
And then we took 24 to study!
The bus ride was very longggggggggggg.
After thousands of years, we reached our destination.
STUDYED, CRAZYED, SWENSENSED, CAMWHORED.
After that we decided to head home, haha.
Bus ride was long againnnnn, and we were all sleepy.
Belinda took a different bus from us, cause she was rushing home. ):
Anyway, thanks debbie for lending me your shoulder to sleep on. :D
And thanks for pei-ing me home!
Okay, i know i looked like shit in those pictures, wthell. But nevermind.
My day was well spent w/ you all, although it wasn't very productive.
Thanks belinda, yuxuan and debbie! Me luv you all ttm. <: Looking forward to going out w/ you guys again. Alrights thats all, byebye!

I have limits.

2009-10-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

Whats the problem w/ you?
I seriously can't stand it anymore. Fucker.
Study session at airport, next post.

New perspective.

2009-10-02T21:54:00.006+08:00

First: One of the jumpshots we took. :D (Junhao busy hugging his stupid ball.)
Second: Jaspy LOL. Cute right! I know. :D
Third: Jaspy & th two photos we printed!
-xx-

Yay we got our orangey class tee today!
Although the infront is abit screwed, its still nice. :D
Yay orange! Had geog and english exam today. Was still okay.
Geog confirm fail, but whatever. Anyway after school we got scolded by worm.
Stupid he scream like mad dog lol. Then after that took class photos :D
I wasn't inside HAHA, cause i didn't bring the shirt. Oops sorry X:
Then after that went amk w/ joanne yuxuan belinda! Pepperlunched.
Joanne left after pepperlunching w/ us. Then we went to walk, study plan fail again.
They made me laugh like szb, haha. Super funny la can.
Then went print photo. :D
LOL, anyway bought pink hippos yesterday w/ belinda & yuxuan.
Belinda's muacky, yuxuan's yikai and mine's jaspy. LAME TTM BUT ITS CUTE :D
YAY, haha. Alrights, byebye!

Made to love you.

2009-10-01T21:19:00.004+08:00

Okay, i'm not going to waste time scolding or ranting.
So if you wna scold me in front of other people/ on your blog, i don't care.
I won't scold. But if you do, i have nothing to say.
Small matters are not going to spoil my mood.
Study and airport w/ yx and belinda next two days. :D
It takes time for people to realise.

Took my heart to the limit and this is where i'll stay.

2009-09-30T21:01:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously speechless.
I don't know if i should feel sad, angry or guilty.
Not gna give a damn anymore.
Not gna waste my breath on useless people like you.
I should just die coughing like fuck tomorrow.
Bye world. Fml.

Midnight romeo.

2009-09-29T17:45:00.002+08:00

Life's so boring. >:
I want exams faster over!
I want november faster come!
I don't want streaming to come.
K bye.

It never once made sense for you to love me.

2009-09-27T20:02:00.004+08:00

Libraryed w/ dawn and guohao. Was being the diandengpao there.
Nevermind. We went bishan library then amk library. Had pepperlunch for lunch.
Today wasn't as productive as yesterday's study session w/ yuxuan and kaiyin.
But its okay, i still did maths. Went arcade after that.
Wanted to search for bags but cannot find any nice one. Sent dawn to her father's car. Then went to buy guohao's thing at 77thstreet.
Yeah so now i'm home and i'm sick. Great job, yay. Blahblah i feel damn dead now.
Gna need to go school w/ runningnose and sorethroat tomorrow.
Exams coming and i'm scared. Gna flunk everything, esp science.
I love nine one three and justin bieber.
Byebye people, sorry for shot post.

You're my one love, my one heart.

2009-09-26T20:15:00.005+08:00

Justin bieber's so freaking cute omgosh! <3
He's just so cute wthell.
Faints faints faints.
Love him many many :D!
His 'one time' video here.

You don't belong to me.

2009-09-25T22:44:00.003+08:00

Hello!
Back from school. I think this year's mid autumn festival was more boring than last year.
Anyway, rushed to school like mad w/ joanne for duty.
Saw weibin and joanne's mother on the way. RUN LIKE SZBS AND MANAGED TO REACH SCHOOL BY 530. But, in the end we were asked to eat dinner first. Wthell, nbcb.
And the chicken rice tasted like sai, seriously. The rice sibeh salty lors. -.-
Oh shit, i owe leen money! Cause she helped me to buy drink and i forgot return her.
(Reminds self to return her money on monday.)
K anyway doing duty w/ joanne and leen was quite fun. :D
After that went to find huiming debbie lingen they all.
Then went down to parade square find yuxuan belinda they all.
I want the lightsticks wahlauuuuuu, so chio. ):
Then people went poking people's lantern, hahaha.
And some stuffs happened. Chatted w/ jasmine, joanne and belinda and people.
Then walked to interchange w/ belinda, joanne, jasmine, wanda and natalie.
Decided to ask my daddy to fetch me, so called him to come pick me near the interchange.
Tired ttm now, omgosh. Wthell. Byebye! :D

Though love can change the weather, no act of God can pull me away from you.

2009-09-23T20:04:00.006+08:00

Zomg, i'm so excited! Yuxuan say we should stay over at someone's house before the day we depart to vietnam. Then we can go to the airport together! I think thats so cool. We totally should do that. Haha, and looking forward to going shopping w/ Y, B and H for the vietnam trip. So looking forward to november. Hope everything goes smoothly.

Eoys and streaming go away lahszx. >:

Meet me halfway.

2009-09-21T21:25:00.004+08:00

Omgwtfbbq. Ten days to eoys, i think i'm dead.
I barely started revising anything. Just 2chapters of geog.
Okay i promise i'll do some serious studying, STARTING FROM TOMORROW.
After the stupid tea thing. I promise i promise i promise.
Will finish geography by thursday okay.
I hate myself for procrastinating. I hate myself for going shopping.
Kay, time to study. STARTS TOMORROW. Cause i have no books w/ me now LOL.
Okay this is a random post. I hate myself wthellsxz. -.-

Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry.

2009-09-21T19:59:00.004+08:00

Tpy mac > Orchard > Flea Titan @ Dempsey House > Tuition (-.-)

Woke up at 8plus today, then met yuxuan at tpy around 10plus.
I couldn't find my pen, wthell. Popular so big, don't even have the pen i want.
Went mac to study after that. (study plan finally never fail.)
Mrted to orchard to meet belinda after that.
Yuxuan say who find her first who win, LOL. And i found her first! :D (how lame LOL.)
Then after that we went to wait fr th shuttle bus to the flea outside T.E.
There were three ultra bimbos w/ short bangs behind us.
Like wthell, belinda say they more hiao then me, LOL.
But seriously, they are. No offence though.
Anyway, the shuttle bus came after awhile. Okay actually is more than 15min.
I think we were quite early, so there wasn't many people there yet.
Then walked around. Yuxuan and belinda were acting like szbs, LOL.
Seriously, they like crazy or something, keep zihighing.
And they kept touching everything, and saying everything is my size one.
Haha wthell la, is keep repeating one can! LOL.
Then i gave them the (-.-) face everytime they said that. HAHAHA.
So anyway, there was only this zipup hoodie that caught my eye.
But it was very huge, although its xs. ):
Then after that went fr tuition. Wtfuck, i wanted to pon one lors. ):
But decided not to, cause there was some stupid 'exam' today.
Yeah whatever. And i was late by a few minutes zz.
After tuition, it started to rain damn heavily.
So the plan of wanting to meet tyx and bkbl after tuition was cancelled.
And i went home! :D
/Conclusion:
I need a new bag, wallet and hoodie!

Two is better than one.

2009-09-20T11:29:00.003+08:00

Hello people.
Played maple p.s w/ sgh that day, and he tried to twin me. (Click)
Look super gay right, but whatever. I love my character HAHA. (-.-)
Anyway my phone is officially crazy. Noob viewty. ):
Went to pay money fr th class tee at queensway w/ yuxuan yesterday.
After that went to go bugis to study.
Went to the national library there, and walked around.
Something stupid happened at the toilet, LOL.
Aiya, in th end our study plan failed again, cause we were both very hungry.
So we went to hunt fr food at iluma, but there was nothing there.
Wthell, so in th end we ended up going swensens fr dinner. :D
The cookies & cream icecream tasted weird.
Crapped and eat, then headed to bugis street to find th wallet.
Wahlauuuu, but then left w/ those in weird colours.
So we decided not to buy. How sadddening /:
Then we saw many nice bags, omgoshhhhhh.
Okay whatever we saw many things but in th end we went home empty handed.
She kept acting retardedly w/ my hairband, LOL.
Daddy fetch us home after that. Was tired ttm, so went home and slept like a pig.
Tuition at 8 today, boring cannnnnn.
Bet the people are gna suffer during english tuition. /:
Okay, byebye. :D

If you only knew.

2009-09-18T19:31:00.004+08:00

Its fridayyyyyyyyyyy!
Didn't go school today, was feeling damn tired and had stomach cramps.
Slept like a pig, until around 12plus.
Then woke up and started to rot infront of the computer.
After awhile, started to rain and it became super cooling. :D
Oh, i think yesterday night jianlin dedicated Sabotage on 91.3.
I kept telling him i like that song hahaha. Its really nice!
Cool rights, but i didn't get to hear it cause i fell asleep halfway. -.-
I'm a stupid pig i know, and i love 91.3 ttm! :D
Hmm, there'll be 3more days of rest for me after today.
Sunday probably gna go Queensway w/ yuxuan and chaihao again.
Think we left the design there, wthell. /:
There's tuition tomorrow, fuck it. ):
Anyway, i added 7more songs in my blog. Go listen! :D

I'd sacrifice my beating heart before i lose you.

2009-09-17T22:22:00.004+08:00

Hello people.
Today was fucking boring, killed time by listening to music throughout.
3periods of home econs, we stayed in class and do the props.
Slacked like hellszx, we didn't even do the work we're supposed to do.
During maths, we did some stupid set theory test.
After that rotted in class awhile during recess then went down buy drink for yuxuan. When going up that time, the ronlow kpkb and crapped like fuck.

CHINESE AND GEOGRAPHY WERE THE WORST.
Cause i kept falling asleep like nobody's business, zz.
Seriously tired until want sleep, anyway their lessons also boring ttm.
I haven't do chinese zz, don't care already.
Anyway, had literature auditions after school.
I think our class did okay, hope can pass.
Mrsraj say she won't be there, but in the end she also appeared. -.-

After that went opposite to eat w/ joanne and then went to meet yuxuan and chaihao at tpy mac.
Headed to queensway after that fr our class tees.
Its in orange HAHA and it costs only 15$!
Okay, maybe not only, but last year's was 13$ and it looked really stupid.
Went to eat the laksa after that, since chaihao was hungry.
"Apple pie no kick." LOL, okay his appetite very big.
Okay, then went home, bathe eat and rot. :D

You said move on, but where do i go?

2009-09-16T11:57:00.004+08:00

In school now. :D
Stupid keyboard w/o the shift key, make me so difficult to type zz.
Staying to bake cake later! Plus rehearsel, haha.
Bird, kohchin and ryan are goign crazy about geo challenge.
Chaihao's peeping at my post. Yuxuan and joanne's plurking. And i'm blogging! :D
My phone's dead, zz. Keep going sot lah wahlan. ): ):

Anyway, vietnam trip this coming november, yayyyyyy!
We chose our room mates this morning, haha.
Huiming's sharing w/ qianhui and belinda's sharing w/ me.
Yuxuan was so 'weida' to volunteer to sleep w/ the sec3.
Cause there's only 5sec twos, then one room only can sleep three people. ):
But nevermind la, also not everytime in th hotel. HAHA, yuxuan, you can always come to our rooms. Don't sad okay! :D

Few more weeks to eoys. Damn it.
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):

I'll do whatever it takes to turn this around.

2009-09-13T22:34:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! ♥
ME LUV YOU TO BITS. ^^
Sorry for not getting you a present today. /:
Anyway, went to eat sushi w/ mummy just now!
After that we went to fetch yuxuan and went to the IT fair.
Wthell, crowded ttm. Almost kena squashed siah, zzzz.
So we went round looking for nice cameras, AND, I SAW THE FUCKING CHIO ST500.
I was like staring at it for dk how long. See already also want cry, zz.
Come out already but cannot buy, wthell. It was selling at 499$.
I think the price's quite reasonable, but i didn't bring enough money that day. Aiya, i think my mother also don't allow me buy one lors. Zz, so forget it.

Yuxuan bought her brother a mp3. What a loving sister, haha.
Then we went to buy her camera. She decided to buy the casio one, after much thinking.
I think its nice, cause its pink. HAHA, she thinks its bimbo but whatever. :D
Then when walking to the carpark, we saw this limegreen car!
Then this girl wearing this limegreen shirt was posing beside the car, while her mother was trying to take photo lmao. Haha, thats all.

Before the point of no return.

2009-09-12T22:06:00.004+08:00

I miss sist, but she's busy w/ her life. Sigh.
Everyone's freaking drifting apart.
And to you. You're making me confused.
What do you actually want in the first place?

Give me one more chance, before we crash and burn.

2009-09-12T15:01:00.006+08:00

Not gna be like that.
I knew it wouldn't last forever, well.
So i've got over it and i'm a happy girl now! :D
Thankyou Y, J, C, J, W, J, H and others, for trying to cheer me up. Appreciate it! Okay, so its gna be the end of the one week holiday.
Actually, this time's holiday doesn't even seem like a holiday.
Exams are coming, needa study already. Fuck it.

Skipped tuition today, and yesterday. Sorry daddy, waste your money. But really no mood to go. /: Anyway, daddy's birthday tomorrow! Don't know what to get him. Mummy say want go out celebrate, haha. Yay :D
Alrights, end here. Byebye! [:

I don't care if I never see you again, i'll be alright.

2009-09-11T19:39:00.004+08:00

Today i stayed at home, thinking.
Maybe things've really changed.
Its over, don't ask why.
But i'll get over it very soon.
I hope he'll be happy w/o me.
I'm sorry, for scolding you.
Goodbye J.

I'm a useless girlfriend.
I'm a useless daughter.
I'm a useless friend.
I'm not sad. Or maybe i am.

Flames to dust, lovers to friends.

2009-09-09T21:28:00.005+08:00

Hello.
Today's a special day. :D
Just came back from study session at bugis w/ yuxuan.
Met her at bugis junction, then walked to starbucks.
Then there alot people, so we decided to go bugis street walk first.
Squeeze like nobody's business siah, wahlan. Walk awhile, then went back starbucks. Haha, sat down and bought stuffs to drink. Then started studying.

She got distracted by my camera, wthell haha.
After study abit then we started crapping.
Then we concluded that we cannot study there cause too noisy, so we went back bugis street to shop. Bought the same shirt as yuxuan. :D

She keep saying she want the heels and the skirt. I think the skirt very nice!
Hahs, then after that asked my father to come fetch us back.
Walked to the carpark there, and my stupid flipflop damn irritating.
On the way to the carpark, we bought tori-q. Its super nice kay.!
Sat down somewhere near the carpark to wait for my father to reach.

Had heart to heart talk on the car. Well, at least now i know there's someone who feels the same way as i do. Yeah, talked until we reached amk then she left. And i'm now here blogging lol.
So at the end of the day, i concluded that:

I need new flipflops.

I need new earpiece.

Parrot is stupid.

Alrights, byebye [:

This mountain we've been trying to climb, its never ending.

2009-09-08T20:57:00.002+08:00

Well, there's a time for givin' up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we're doing is building walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Just too many barriers
-xx-

Mac for breakfast w/ J, Y, B, C, J, D, Y, H, J, K. Oral after that was so screwed up, seriously. Saddening much. Infocomm for awhile, then movie w/ Y, S, D, G, A. Bandslam was pretty okay, sort of enjoyed it. The two couples beside me and yuxuan were so sweet. Envys much. Okay, then went walking around. Decided to go dhouby's arcade after that. Saw skyheaven. Four of us played ddr like some szbs. Hah, then homed. I want to see that person on bus 231 again, but it'll never be that coincidential i guess. Oh, and about the camera on the previous entry, i think i'll get the st500 instead. It looks exactly the same, just that it comes in different colours i think. Would be cheaper too, i hope. Alrights, byebye. Don't really have the mood to post anymore.

What if our love never went away?

2009-09-06T15:19:00.011+08:00

Hellohello .
Tuition was fun today! :D After tuition i ran away from the big head small body fastfast. HAHA, super funny. Then daddy bought some cake for me to eat. The weather was cold ttm, raining for dk how long. Went home and rotted infront of my laptop. As usual, no one want go out. Anyway i today also abit lazy go out, since the weather's so cold. So whatever, nevermind.

Audied w/ jianlin and dear yesterday. After so long, i managed to play together w/ dearest. Haha, yeah. Then stupid wyk come extra at our room, LOL. Yeah okay, i guess i'm going to mia audi again. Seriously getting abit boring already lor, z. Meow, ANYONE WANTS TO GO OUT ?! -.-

[edit]
Joanne and winyu asked me to post this conver up, so yeah. Winyu was saying he had ben & jerry's icecream and starbucks in his fridge, so joanne and i were planning to rob and kill him. HAHAHA, we're evil ttm :D

Conversation!

!JOANNE(: says:
HAI . HAHAHHAHAH .

Intense Torture. says:
EVIL LAAAAAAH!

!JOANNE(: says:
HYPER SIAOO .WOO

Jellyfish's. says:
Yahhhhh HAHAHA .

Intense Torture. says:
HAHAHAHA.
No way i let you two come my house and rob. heh.

!JOANNE(: says:
LOL ii from downstairs throw vinita up ,
Dhen she open door for mii :DD

Intense Torture. says:
LMAO?
Later she cannot reach the top, she kill herself laaaa.

!JOANNE(: says:
LMAO .
wunt laa :D

Intense Torture. says:
EH.
WALAO.

Jellyfish's. says:
LOL .

Intense Torture. says:
INVITE VINITA HERE SHE DUN TALK.

!JOANNE(: says:
LOL.
YAH LA .
TALK LEH PARTNER .
MEET ABOUT 8 .

Intense Torture. says:
LOL.

Jellyfish's. says:
PARTNERS IN CRIMEEEEE .
Okay , LOL .
WAHAHA .

Intense Torture. says:
WALAOS.

!JOANNE(: says:
WAHAHA
EVIL HEHE

Jellyfish's. says:
STARBUCKS MUAHAHAHA .

!JOANNE(: says:
LOL . CANN CLIMB IN !
THE GATE SO SHORT . HAHAHAHA .
BEN AND JERRY MUAHAHAHAH .

Intense Torture. says:
LMAO.

Jellyfish's. says:
WAHAHAAHAHA STARBUCKS !

Intense Torture. says:
WALAO...
DIE LIAO.
MUST CALL MY FREN COME OVER AND PROTECT.

!JOANNE(: says:
YUXUAN . HAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA .
CANN ASK YUXUAN JOIN .

Jellyfish's. says:
HAHAHA .

Intense Torture. says:
WHR IS SHE! LOL.

!JOANNE(: says:
YUXUAN IS TAKE CASH .
FOR CAMERA . HAHAHAHAHAAH .

Intense Torture. says:
YOU ALL BRINGING HOW MANY.

Jellyfish's. says:
LOLOLOLOLOLOL , manymany !

!JOANNE(: says:
HAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHHAAHH .

Intense Torture. says:
SORRY UH, MY PIGGY BANK GOT ONLY $5. LOL.

!JOANNE(: says:
WE ASK LEONARD GO BE GUARD . HAHAHAHAHAH .

Jellyfish's. says:
LOL wthell piggybank .

Intense Torture. says:
YUXUAN - CASH.
VINITA - STARBUCKS
JOANNEYAP - BEN & JERRYS
BELINDA - ????

!JOANNE(: says:
LOL hmm .

Intense Torture. says:
Beat me up to death , LOL.

!JOANNE(: says:
YAH . LOL .

Intense Torture. says:
SHE LIKE ALWAYS WAN FIGHT WIF ME ONE.

!JOANNE(: says:
LOL

Jellyfish's. says:
ROFL , LAUGH DIE ME .

!JOANNE(: says:
SHE HELP TIE YOU UP . HAHAH .

Intense Torture. says:
LMAO.

!JOANNE(: says:
LOL

Jellyfish's. says:
YAY WE'RE EVIL !

!JOANNE(: says:
:DD

Intense Torture. says:
EVILLLLL!!!!

Light the candles out,

2009-09-05T16:50:00.005+08:00

Song: Hey Monday's Candles.

Today was super boringggg. Woke up around 10plus, then rotted at home. Zh asked me if i wanted to go for chs's homecoming, but i couldn't find anyone to go w/ me. After that i was damn tired, so i decided to skip tuition and sleep for awhile. Helped my mummy w/ some stuffs then went to bathe. Wanted to meet ky downstairs, but in the end didn't.

Talked to yuxuan for awhile, until she went to work. She was still talking about her nose, /: Wahlau, i want to go out lahs, fuck. Chinese oral on tuesday, cca on thursday. Wtfuck, i don't want to go back to school. So great, i spent the day rotting at home, entertaining people like jianlin who's so bored in tuition just now. And he asked me if i wanted to go the stupid museum -.- Wthell museum, laughs. I'm bored ttm, someone go out w/ me leyyyy. Wahlau everytime people find me go out can, i find people go out so difficult.

想见不能见最痛.

2009-09-04T22:50:00.004+08:00

Song: 梁静茹's 会呼吸的痛.

Hello people!
Umm, had pe for the first period. Had basketball assessment, got a stupid B. Some ostrich laughed though she only got a C, wthell. Then yuxuan got hit by the ball, and her glasses got partly spoiled. And the thing cut her nose, and she bled alot. ): So after that she went to put plaster over it, and she said it hurt alot. Takecare uh, and don't so depressed already. [:

Anyway, went down for recess. Ate chicken rice, haha. Eff those people who laughed at the plaster, whats w/ you people. There's nothing wrong w/ putting a plaster what, z. Anyway, lessons after that were boring ttm as usual. This seem to appear in every post. Yeah okay, whatever. After school, went lunch w/ joanne, yuxuan. Made our way to opposite, and waited for a seat. Then after that Junhao and Chaihao come find us. After awhile, we decided to move to mac. Ryan joined us later on. Laughed and crapped w/ them, haha. Laugh till peng. Stupid bird keep bullying my twin. Anyway, twin and ryan has big appetites. Like seriously, super big lors.

Went back school after that, and stoned in class. Wanted to sleep, but the table super hard. So forget it, z. Walked around, then ended up flying to third floor. Saw some carrot pulling his shirt and playing basketball. (-.-) Retarded ttm. Saw debbie after that. Both joanne and debbie were like, crazy. LOL, they have super moodswings. Exchanged name tags w/ debbieeeee. Walked to interchange w/ joanne and huiming after that, while debbie went busstop. Then i realised i forgot to return her nametag, oops.

Then i reached home at 5plus, and went to sleep. Sleepsleep, all the way to 930. Then i had dinner and bathed, and now i'm here blogging! :D Anyway, holidays are here. Then after that would be exams. Wtfuck, die. This one week break will surely be boring ttm, confirm. Nobody'll be free to go out one, -.- So whatever. Homework piling like fuck. Home econs project is dreaded much. Wahlan, fuck la. Okay byebye.