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Tell me why you couldn't see that when i left, i wanted you to chase after me.
Yours Truly .
- ♥ : 5th's, your not so ordinary girl. One year older on every 28th Nov. Luv my boyfriend and girlfriends very much. Falling in love is simple, but finding true love is harder than you can ever imagine. Nevertheless, the way you make me smile is the reason you're in my heart baby. <:
Heartfelts .
Johnathan.Y Boyfriend.!
Luv started on 9th June o9, 7.13pm.
Back together on 5th December o9, 1.14pm.
Baby, you know i luv you more than i can ever say. I'll luv you wholeheartedly no matter what, i promise. I hope you do too. Our relationship's still quite fragile now, but we'll make it stronger, remember? Our promise boy. I really hope to bring us back to the past when we were both deeply in luv w each other. Perhaps you don't luv me as much as last time already, but its okay, i'll try my best to bring your feelings back. Like i have said, i don't want to be the only one thats giving it all in this relationship. Lastly, sorry for not treasuring you last time. Don't worry, i will now.
And i certainly hope you will too.
I entrusted my heart to you, promise me you'll take care of it alright. Well i know you will.
I luv you very much boyf. ♥
We'll last this time, yeah? (:
Charmaine.S, Sister.! (L)
Sist, thanks for being there always.
Times spent w/ you would never be forgotten.
Yesyes, i love you.
There's still many things unfulfilled, remember?
Around th world we go.
Sisters for life yo!
o1,yearsary
o2,yearsary
o3,yearsary
o4,yearsary
o5,yearsary
o6,yearsary
o7,yearsary
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Yuxuan Luvz!, Belinda Qinaide!
The fun times spent w/ both of you can't be described in words, thanks for always cheering me up when i'm down, being there for me everytime, and always making my day w/ all your jokes. I promise we'll remain like that even if we're somehow separated. Times we laugh, camwhore and shop together would be deeply remembered. Luv you both lots!
Not forgetting:
Joanne Love, Kaiyin Bestie, Jocelyn Aiai, Huiming Super Boyfriend!
Luv started on 9th June o9, 7.13pm.
Back together on 5th December o9, 1.14pm.
Baby, you know i luv you more than i can ever say. I'll luv you wholeheartedly no matter what, i promise. I hope you do too. Our relationship's still quite fragile now, but we'll make it stronger, remember? Our promise boy. I really hope to bring us back to the past when we were both deeply in luv w each other. Perhaps you don't luv me as much as last time already, but its okay, i'll try my best to bring your feelings back. Like i have said, i don't want to be the only one thats giving it all in this relationship. Lastly, sorry for not treasuring you last time. Don't worry, i will now.
And i certainly hope you will too.
I entrusted my heart to you, promise me you'll take care of it alright. Well i know you will.
I luv you very much boyf. ♥
We'll last this time, yeah? (:
Charmaine.S, Sister.! (L)
Sist, thanks for being there always.
Times spent w/ you would never be forgotten.
Yesyes, i love you.
There's still many things unfulfilled, remember?
Around th world we go.
Sisters for life yo!
--
Yuxuan Luvz!, Belinda Qinaide!
The fun times spent w/ both of you can't be described in words, thanks for always cheering me up when i'm down, being there for me everytime, and always making my day w/ all your jokes. I promise we'll remain like that even if we're somehow separated. Times we laugh, camwhore and shop together would be deeply remembered. Luv you both lots!
Not forgetting:
Joanne Love, Kaiyin Bestie, Jocelyn Aiai, Huiming Super Boyfriend!
Hearts Talking .
Crash and Burn .
The Runaways .
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Aa, Bb, Cc, Dd:
Aaron Alden Andrea Angela Belinda Bianca Chai Hao Chee Wai Choon Kun Chua Na Chung Kei Cyrus Dalston Daryl Dawn Daphne Debbie Denise
Ee, Ff, Gg, Hh:
Fiona Grace Guang Liang Hariani Han Wei Heng Yin Hui Ming Hui Xuan Hui Yie
Ii, Jj, Kk, Ll:
Jasmine Jason Jazlyn Jia En Jing Loon Jing Wen Jing Ying Jermaine Jerlyn Jessica Jia Jun Jia Yan Jing Ling Joanne Jocelyn Joel Johnathan Johnson Jolynn Jovina Julia Jun Hao Kai Yin Kairu Kelly Kelvin Ken Koh Chin Le'en Lester Ling En Liyi
Mm, Nn, Oo, Pp:
Maureen Miao Wen Michelle Min Hui Mun Chieu Mun Chin Priscilla
Qq, Rr, Ss, Tt:
Qian Hui Rou Hui Samantha Shaun Shermaine Sherrie Shu Fang Sockhan Steffi Ting Ting
Uu, Vv, Ww, Xx:
Vanessa Vanessa Wanda Wen Jia Wen Wei Winnie Winny Wynn Xiao Ting
Yy, Zz:
Yan Shan Yurong Yu Xuan Yun Wei Zack Zhi Hua Zuo Heng
Credits: Sarahh
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Lost and insecure.
Don't take me for granted.
One day i might just disappear,
and i guess no one would even notice.
Can't you just take the initiative.
I just need a little more care and assurance from you, is it that hard?
Lost and insecure.
Don't take me for granted.
One day i might just disappear,
and i guess no one would even notice.
Can't you just take the initiative.
I just need a little more care and assurance from you, is it that hard?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Don't make someone your everything, cause when its gone, you'll have nothing left.
BABY'S AN IDIOT. ONLY KNOW HOW KEEP BULLY ME ONE! JOHNATHAN YONG YOU SUCKS! LOL but no matter how idiotic/stupid he is, i'll still luv him. ^^ Bet he's sleeping like a stupid pig now. Probably going to study w sist later on. Need to clear my homework already. Maths can kill, i swear. Damn it, people say need two weeks then can finish maths siah. ): Try to do as much as i can later on. Hopefully can finish asap. I haven't touch the chinese book either. I'm so dead. <: Alright, byebye!
Don't make someone your everything, cause when its gone, you'll have nothing left.
BABY'S AN IDIOT. ONLY KNOW HOW KEEP BULLY ME ONE! JOHNATHAN YONG YOU SUCKS! LOL but no matter how idiotic/stupid he is, i'll still luv him. ^^ Bet he's sleeping like a stupid pig now. Probably going to study w sist later on. Need to clear my homework already. Maths can kill, i swear. Damn it, people say need two weeks then can finish maths siah. ): Try to do as much as i can later on. Hopefully can finish asap. I haven't touch the chinese book either. I'm so dead. <: Alright, byebye!
Monday, December 7, 2009
Its not me next to you.
The video's really sad. ):
Beautiful song, thanks B for introducing!
Its not me next to you.
The video's really sad. ):
Beautiful song, thanks B for introducing!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Biggest regret in my life.
Well i was going through the chatlogs w him from June. Believe it or not, i teared. Really brings back alot of wonderful memories. I can't believe i just totally ignored him when he asked for patch that time. What kind of person am i? If i should ever have one biggest regret in life, that would definitely be it. Deepest regret. People like me should just die. Fuck, i really am very sad now. But no, i'm not going to give up on this relationship. I'm still trying to make it stronger no matter what. Hope he does too, like what he promised me. I really miss the old times. But i understand people do change and it can't be helped. So i'll just accept him for the way he is now. Hope things'll get better. I luv you boy. And sorry for what i did. I hope you're reading this.
I could love you like no other can boy.
Haha hello people. Went for tuition this morning, and teacher rejected my compo again. Still need rewrite, sighhhh wtfucks. ): Was waiting for someone's text for very long. And that pig was sleeping. Haha, who call him so late then sleep. Ask him sleep earlier he don't want. ): Miss him very the much. So, reached home after tuition and rotted again. Its like an everyday routine z. Then went to sleep awhile after i got tired of waiting for bi's to reply my text. Halfway my aunty came and she shook me awake. -_- So woke up and he finally replied. Texting him now. :D Added two songs to my playlist, though they're quite old already, but still nice okay! Superboyf's coming back in 2 days time, happy! So seeyou peoplez.
(I just can't help but want the old you back,)
Biggest regret in my life.
Well i was going through the chatlogs w him from June. Believe it or not, i teared. Really brings back alot of wonderful memories. I can't believe i just totally ignored him when he asked for patch that time. What kind of person am i? If i should ever have one biggest regret in life, that would definitely be it. Deepest regret. People like me should just die. Fuck, i really am very sad now. But no, i'm not going to give up on this relationship. I'm still trying to make it stronger no matter what. Hope he does too, like what he promised me. I really miss the old times. But i understand people do change and it can't be helped. So i'll just accept him for the way he is now. Hope things'll get better. I luv you boy. And sorry for what i did. I hope you're reading this.
I could love you like no other can boy.
Haha hello people. Went for tuition this morning, and teacher rejected my compo again. Still need rewrite, sighhhh wtfucks. ): Was waiting for someone's text for very long. And that pig was sleeping. Haha, who call him so late then sleep. Ask him sleep earlier he don't want. ): Miss him very the much. So, reached home after tuition and rotted again. Its like an everyday routine z. Then went to sleep awhile after i got tired of waiting for bi's to reply my text. Halfway my aunty came and she shook me awake. -_- So woke up and he finally replied. Texting him now. :D Added two songs to my playlist, though they're quite old already, but still nice okay! Superboyf's coming back in 2 days time, happy! So seeyou peoplez.
(I just can't help but want the old you back,)
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Bulletproof heart.
Well, half the day is gone and i'm still here staring in front of the laptop. I really don't have the mood to touch my homework. ): Probably gna go homeworking w sist soon, after the weekends. Okay i have nothing to write, damn it. My life's as boring as a pile of shit. Have been communicating w the two Joannes through emails, and i don't know why either. But thanks two of you for caring and things like that. Really appreciate it. <: Haha, second day waiting. Hope its worth it. Alrights byebye people!
(Hoping you'd change your mind before i fly overseas.)
Bulletproof heart.
Well, half the day is gone and i'm still here staring in front of the laptop. I really don't have the mood to touch my homework. ): Probably gna go homeworking w sist soon, after the weekends. Okay i have nothing to write, damn it. My life's as boring as a pile of shit. Have been communicating w the two Joannes through emails, and i don't know why either. But thanks two of you for caring and things like that. Really appreciate it. <: Haha, second day waiting. Hope its worth it. Alrights byebye people!
(Hoping you'd change your mind before i fly overseas.)
Friday, December 4, 2009
Wonder if its all worth the wait.
If only we could be this way baby.
I shouldn't love you but i want to, i just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you but i can't move, i can't look away.
And i don't know how to be fine when I'm not,
Cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop.
Just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me,
And i can't help it. Wondering why i've been waiting so long.
You won't realise it until its gone.
Well its 1.15 in the morning now, and i'm awake cause my mind's filled w things, making me unable to sleep. I've been rotting at home, eating, sleeping, crying and staring at the laptop screen every single day. Maybe this's why i've not been keeping track of time and actually thought that today was still tuesday. I really got shocked when i knew that today is like thursday/friday already. Oh gosh, what's wrong w me. Shit man, i really don't know what's got into me. I'm probably the dumbest person on earth to give up the chance i had last time, and i'm regretting it badly now. After so long, i've finally realised that its you i still luv. Well, blame it on me that i'm in this plight now. Yeah i'm sucha bitch, i know. I miss those times. Well, so much have been said, but nothing's still gna change i guess. I'll just wait and hope things get better, although i know it won't. I feel like sucha fool. Sometimes i really wonder if all this is really worth it. I miss you boy. Fuck it.
Wonder if its all worth the wait.
If only we could be this way baby.
I shouldn't love you but i want to, i just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see you but i can't move, i can't look away.
And i don't know how to be fine when I'm not,
Cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop.
Just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me,
And i can't help it. Wondering why i've been waiting so long.
You won't realise it until its gone.
Well its 1.15 in the morning now, and i'm awake cause my mind's filled w things, making me unable to sleep. I've been rotting at home, eating, sleeping, crying and staring at the laptop screen every single day. Maybe this's why i've not been keeping track of time and actually thought that today was still tuesday. I really got shocked when i knew that today is like thursday/friday already. Oh gosh, what's wrong w me. Shit man, i really don't know what's got into me. I'm probably the dumbest person on earth to give up the chance i had last time, and i'm regretting it badly now. After so long, i've finally realised that its you i still luv. Well, blame it on me that i'm in this plight now. Yeah i'm sucha bitch, i know. I miss those times. Well, so much have been said, but nothing's still gna change i guess. I'll just wait and hope things get better, although i know it won't. I feel like sucha fool. Sometimes i really wonder if all this is really worth it. I miss you boy. Fuck it.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Never ending.
♥: What hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, it just doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. Followed by a sudden sadness that captures your heart and have never really left you since.
Is it possible?
I'm happy, i'm fine, don't worry. :D
(i wna go back to the past.)
Never ending.
♥: What hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, it just doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. Followed by a sudden sadness that captures your heart and have never really left you since.
Is it possible?
I'm happy, i'm fine, don't worry. :D
(i wna go back to the past.)